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hEY GUYS, GUESS WHAT :D
I HAD AN ANXIETY ATTACK TODAY, OH HOW LOVLEY. NOT
So this is a new OC, I guess.
No idea what her name is yet,,,, but I love her so much omg
Her design is complicated, bc her colors change depending on the butterfly on her- For example, the monarch on her made her darkly colored, and her flowers became orange-gold-ish.
#shimmersocs #SLthisisnoice #MeliaSL
Also,, trying to change my style a bit??
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24 Mar, 2017, 3:43 am
She is absolutely beautiful. I'm sorry you had an anxiety attack today too.
24 Mar, 2017, 3:59 am
This oc is so pretty omg
And awwww im sorry you had an attack.... Theyre absolutely awful, trust me. (This comment might turn selfish oops)
What are yours like, if you dont mind me asking? When i have an attack i get irregular breathing (shallow intake and deep exhale, heavy intake but barely letting air out, not breathing at all really) and i start crying uncontrallably and get really shaky. I also found out that when im having a half one my ears ring very loudly for a while until my heart finally stops racing.
It certainly is bad when its at its peak but lemme tell you, when you start but suddenly stop its awful. The past day (last night and all today, really) ive had a lot of middle attacks like that, which is why i feel so messed up...
What are your coping mechanisms? I personally find nice nostalgic music that works with what pace i feel i need. (For instance, slow=isle of songs, fast=outset island/title, middle=gcn animal crossing title) i also try to play a different game that i enjoy, draw (i usually draw a certain character or with a certain method i find calming, which is why i draw realism eyes and space a lot.) or i even look at the art on my gift tag, look at nice comments. (I do those last ones when im having an attack formed by self hatred (i get those a lot!!! Three today, actually. One was really... Fuzzy.)
Gah, i wrote you an essay again! Sorry x-x
But anyways i hope you feel better soon. Youre one of my best friends here, and its my job to keep you happy. <3 goodnight <3
24 Mar, 2017, 4:06 am
(Also, whenever i look at this character i cant help but think of Adelaide (?) from over the garden wall. Idk if that name sounds fitting to you tho)
24 Mar, 2017, 6:27 am
Pretty!!! So sorry for that attack!!
24 Mar, 2017, 9:01 am
sorry for that....
but your new oc is awsome
24 Mar, 2017, 9:25 am
an anxiety attack? ? oh gosh i'm sorry that happened-
but this smol one is so pretty ;o;
24 Mar, 2017, 3:06 pm
Re// Thank you! And I really love creatures with 4 ears, and I doodle them frequently, but nappez's drekkel have four ears and I don't want to make it seem like I stole from her species c:
24 Mar, 2017, 10:31 pm
i got anxiety it super common but i control it. back to the point. THIS IS AMAZING!