I should be happy. I´ve got a group of friends, I can´t fail any classes anymore this year, I´m doing my A-Levels in two years and I know exactly where I want to go to University. I even figured out how I should be able to earn enough money for myself during University. I´ll be able to leave my relatives and start new on my own. Alone.
And that´s the thing. My friends and my brother won´t be with me. And they´re what keeps me going during times when I just break down. They´re family.