This is basically the same painting but not traced from my sketchbook. (I draw like this even without tracing which proves things) This looks like a closer up version but I can't draw small enough to fit the whole tail in without it looking worse then this.
Evelyn represents my dreams that will never come true (because she is falling) and that red ball is my frustration going up. She is trying to grab it to pull it down with her but that will not be happening.