oh my gosh im so effin sorry i keep forgetting about this account hhh im such a bad friend

but dude, i know it feels this way all the time. it feels that anything we do is just forgotten and those things die with us.
but it really does matter, even with the short life we live.
i can tell that at least some things ive said to you matter to you. every word you say to me means the world.
everything is important even if it doesnt seem like that. im really sorry, i truly am, that all this bs is going on in your life.
but youve shown me that i do matter and that i can move on.
and im willing, a thousand times willing to do the same-if not better-for you.

youre sick of me saying this but im ready to listen to you. i kinda miss our talks. they were good for me and i could tell it helped you a little.