this place is horrible for my anxiety..
yet I'm back...

one of the many reasons behind my departure is because I hardly get noticed, whenever I say something or post, I have the feeling that this place holds me by the neck and prevents any sounds to come out...
this is self desttuctive.. I'm talking to a croud outside the air-tight box I'm in..

but you all probably don't care, you all think I'm a joke. I'm no one...

what is this place doing to me....