despite all of the pain and suffering my friends and i go through, i try to find hope and be the source of hope for them. i would do absolutely anything for my friends. i have hope i can help everyone at least a little. this hope and motivation to help them is the only thing keeping me alive. it hurts not being able to be with a lot of my friends, but i hope i can make a difference in their lives.

Alain, i hope i can make a difference in your life. i would do anything for you