So apparently I can draw realistically. He's kinda hot >.>
#GPShi
Anyway, that's not why I'm posting this. Recently I've met a kid named Xavier. At first I thought he was decent and I was like "okay"
Then after two days of him just constantly blabbering to me about Fnaf, he asked me out.
I said no because like what the fick.
Anyway, but today he tried to talk to me and sit next to me during a pep rally and I felt so unsafe but he literally wasn't doing anything bad.
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25 Feb, 2017, 5:09 am
I went home then hugged my mom, and she instantly knew something was wrong. When she asked what was up, I started tearing up and told her about all my constant dreams about me being raped and how I get horrible vibes around Xavier.
When I asked her if she thought I was an awful person for being mean to a kid who's a little on the slower side, she told me to trust my instincts.
I feel so emotionally and physically violated.
I'm scared to sleep, what if I get raped again?
This is only half of the stuff... Sorry for venting, I just needed to type down some of my thoughts.
25 Feb, 2017, 5:16 am
Oh- forgot to mention that in the dreams, I'm always being sexually violated by random people I've never seen or met.
25 Feb, 2017, 7:07 am
Yaeh, I agree with everyone else, you should talk to someone and trust your gut, I know for experience something similar and I would have nightmares about it, I finally told my parent and it was the best decision I ever made.
25 Feb, 2017, 7:29 am
Avoid being alone with him at all cost, if all your dreaming about is that then somethings trying to tell you something, trust it. tell him off only when there is a good number of people around, you'll likely have to involve the school staff,.
Mentally slow people are... (From my experience) very very horny, and are bound to do something stupid or very bad. i told a person fitting that description that i would never like him, and he still didn't get it.
25 Feb, 2017, 1:12 pm
Oh dear, that's pretty scary... Hopefully he'll get over you and stop trying to bug you. It'd be awful if he actually did something to you. ;~;