Pantaloon by Nova_Monster
#vent
this song really hits me really these lyrics
"you have learned way too soon you should never trust the pantaloon... you have learned way too soon that your dad is now the pantaloon... now its your turn to be alone find a wife and build yourself a home... you are tired, you are hurt... and all your friends fertilize the ground you walk so lose your mind... your bones are held together by your nightmares and your fear..."
i'll explain in the comments
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22 Feb, 2017, 2:27 am
ive learned to not trust anyone who lies/isnt around me/my dads side then i realized that my dad is all of these i learned that when i was ten
now my mom is convincing me its time i start working and look for colleges and start finding people to build relationships with
i am tired and i am hurt emotionally
at least six people in my life have died either of suicide murder or horrific accidents and theyre all buried in my home town its making me desensitized to everything
im terrified of everything and fear holds me together
okay i'll stop being deppressing and go to sleep. gn.
22 Feb, 2017, 3:54 am
Do you... have a therapist?
22 Feb, 2017, 11:22 pm
I'm glued together by fear too, you're not the only one. I'm also obsessed with Twenty Øne Piløts. :3 I would consider getting a good, kind therapist. Also, your mom does have a point that you should get a job and start making some money so you can support yourself eventually, but you shouldn't feel pressured. At least try for a job you might enjoy.