dam arent depressing topics lovely
uh i hope i didnt make you feel like this sorry ;c;

nah, it wasnt you. ive had a rough day. plus, depressing songs get me into this mood. i have no one to blame but myself. eheh

yea i feel you
tbh that pic was meant to be a vent but honestly when i make a vent i just sound stupid so i give up, gj me
i hope you feel better soon tho, its awful feeling like sh-t

Hi :V
I'd be fine with you opening a chatzy ;w;
I am watching a depressing af gtlive stream

yeah i feel like everyone goes through somethings that are awful but we can all come together here and chill and talk about it, irl its a lot more awkward and idk words so yea

yea, it sucks... sometimes i feel like in the 14 years ive lived that i'd been through more then most im close to... however, im not... its so sadddd

yeah its weird like you feel all depressed and stuff then you hear awful things thatve happen to others and im like "why am i sad for?" and i just dont know
life is good

tmw you wake up and you feel gREAT. but then you suddenly get hit in the face with reality and want to die again.

yea its awful
i hate it like when my friend faked his death and i didnt want to be friends he started saying like sh-t about me and that f-cked up my head like i cant sleep unless i take something and stuff and yet my mind tells me 'you gotta go find him say sorry and be friends' but i dont wanna go through that again

in 4th grade (everything happened in 4th grade, why) i was being a fussy child and somehow figured i shouldnt be friends with... lets say M and N... i told them, and they were shocked and were like "We'll always be friends!! That wont change!!" Well. I wish i stopped being their friends by my choice, not theirs. It wasnt worth 1 more year of their friendship.... it makes me sick.

yea memories of old friends are bittersweet af
as a joke me and this other person got married in game and when i left cause of that guy she just got remarried and i sat their and thought 'gee i know it wasnt a real wedding but wow...i still feel like sh-t about it'
idk old friendships are messed up, thats why im always looking to make friends here so i can try be happy like i was once with my old friends

this is deep

yea... i just had 2 really deep conversations at once... and they are both helping... i want to just hug... not in a creepy online stalkerish way.... but as me. ;A; thank you

yea same
i was forced to take a sleeping pill, just fightning the effects at like 2am is doing good
also my therapist want me to go into a mental hospital because apparently i cant be helped
i want her to be fired cause she is awful at her job

bring it in for a hug everyone *group hug happens*

thats so sad... my mom said i need a therapist... plus jesus.... and that i might be bipolar.... but she is afraid that i am... cause she doesnt want it to get into my head....

yeah i think everyone needs a hug

yes, even if i pretend to hate them. i need hugsss

therapy isnt that bad its just that, i have ocd and you just need to 'ignore it' which is hard cause everything you do you have to think a certain thing or youll have to redo it like its fustrating cause everyones like 'oh just get over it' but like i cant and they might take me away from my family and lock me in a hospital until i can act 'normal'

also red get rid of that sad desc and put some hug in there <3 i forbid you to say that again

okokokok. i cant count how many times people have said "Get over it." mostly my parents... but its difficult

haa peer pressure works
yeah same or when you tell someone your sad and theyre like 'oh just be happy' and your like 'i just...i cant even explain to you how that will never be good advise' there actually needs to be lessons on how to cheer people up and not give terrible advise

yea i was expecting my therapist to like stare at me and take notes and stuff but shes nice enough, she just cant read me too well though

ha... i should consider it, i have so many things i've kept in my gut for all these years, i should probably let it out.... but my parents dont seem to get it. i feel like a child compared to you guys, you all seem to know what to do.... im out of control

aw no red dont feel like that
i honestly just asked for help and people helped and explained what i need to do
its hard yea but i dont have any control over my mental state, i just dont show how i feel a lot, honestly thats the reason i dont use caps so i wont be taken seriously. i just dont like people worrying about me, i do tell my parents when i feel sh-t though so they can just be there, they may not be much help but its good to have people who understand how your feeling

still fighting this sleeping pill though gj

yea dife put it better than i did
when you think about really no ones in control, which is kinda nice since we can all feel messed up together sometimes

eheh... well... i gotta finish my hw.... thanks guys... it really helped.

yea i should go too its like 2:30 and i have school
i make good life choices
thanks aswell red, it helped me too

Yo, i know you got off chatzy so i just also wanted to say goodnight and thanks for talking to me. Since i was also watching The Dragon, Cancer i needed someone to get my mind off it ;w;