thumbnail pt2 by Insomnibutt
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I dunno if it registered via text, but from Nov - Jan I was really defensive and on-edge??
Like, I'm really f,uckin brash, and have a bad tendancy to just do spontaneous s,hit under the assumption that 'future me' will figure sh,it out.
And then I get so much s,hit piled on my back that I freak out and cease all productivity.
I've tried to figure out how take things one opportunity at a time, but i'm so f,uckin eager and impatient.
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17 Feb, 2017, 11:15 am
But yeah, don't really know how to slow down at this point. So instead, I figured I'd just find ways to myself less stressed, right?
Noticed that my main friend group was the biggest cause of my stress. Realized that my main friend group was becoming genuinely borderline abusive (strong word but whatever)?? Like I was literally starting to avoid them at times. I got scared whenever I said anything in front of them bc they'd lash out. They'd say horrible sh,it n then brush it off w a laugh n blame me for not getting the joke. (Now that I'm actually describing it this sounds kinda pathetic lol)
Immediately dumped em.
IVE NEVER FELT SO RELIEVED. FUCK EM.
I was so f,uckin happy that I started talking to old friends from way back and accidentally rekindled a tonna old friendships :,))))
I'm actually decently calm for once holy sh,it