So here's my rant, why does it when someone good as they can be the teachers are like no you don't need help with the bully your 14 you can do it yourself, its probably just me tho. So the guy stole my shoe after tackling me to the ground in the middle of a dance and I told the teacher, but he didn't care than I snapped a minute after breaking down. I fought the bully and I got in trouble and got suspended and he got off free. First and only time I snapped he almost broke my arm but I didn't feel anything

of course when I told my dad who worked at the school at the time he didn't do anything. He had other children to help. I've always been last on his list. My mum was never there I didn't even know she was alive until i was 17 after her leaving me when I was 10. So she couldn't help. I started hating everything about school teachers never helped me and when I did a little thing wrong I got in trouble. Why does the bullies get a better life after beating someone physically and mentally. I don't even know who I am anymore. I want to watch everything burn and die. I have no emotions but fake ones. I've put on a happy face since I was 9 when everything went down. Hurt by family strangers friends lovers. Why can't I find myself? I'm lost in this messed up life

I'm done my rant off I go to lose myself in video games again

dude you and i need to talk. a good thing :)