i... dont know. by _Red_
my mom repeatedly asks why im so negative... and, i dont know. my family isnt bad, we have an 'ok' house, we get to eat... what else would i want...?
idk. but, also felt i should say i cried myself to sleep last night. i got this painful, lonely, gut feeling... ugh. im messed up.
#vent #idk
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25 Jan, 2017, 4:18 am
i know exactly how you feel . . .
25 Jan, 2017, 4:22 am
(Everyone else please ignore this)
This is actually what i was about to say on my vent acc but i got anxious and had to stop typing. Shit with science has been going down and my parents keep asking me if im sure im alright. They dont know about colors or anything. They just assume i sit in my room playing animal crossing with my irl friend. Theres so much anxiety for me caused by colors but i cant tell anybody or i would certainly be in hell. I feel so lost. Not to mention ive recently been feeling increasingly worse over the de/a/th/ of those close to me (and one of them happened more than four years ago......)
25 Jan, 2017, 4:35 am
Need to chat?
25 Jan, 2017, 5:36 am
i feel you... if ya wanna chat im here