I'm so sorry about that, Chem. :'( I understand how you feel, and I wish I could help. It'll be really sad to see you go, but I won't stop you if you think it will help you. Hang in there, girl! ^^

Oh, I do have some tips when it comes to stress or depression. Two of the top remedies are sleep and sunlight. Make sure you're getting a good amount of sleep every night, and get outside as often as possible. ;)

Ahh..
I really hope you feel better,,,

And I can also agree on the colors thing, the only thing is I'm waiting to buy a graphics tablet and hoping to get a computer

Im sorry chem..

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. I just want you to know that nothing is ever over until it's over. It's very hard but sometimes taking initiative and showing others around you how strong you are can lift their mood - give others something that you have and maybe that can make them feel better. It will also make you feel better as well, trust me.
I know that Colors isn't as active as it use to be, but I really admire your art! I've been following you for so long (and I've even downloaded some of your artworks) so to see you go will really upset me. But it's your choice in the end. Colors is a collection of smiles, as it says, but in truth, people like you are what make it seem that way.

aw feel better soon. i'd hate to see you leave but i'd also hate to keep you in a place you dont enjoy being in