Things I Did Today by NotKyloRen
-Had a complete breakdown and cried for an hour or two
-Vented negatively and posted it to Colors
-Relapsed on self care and ate two pizzas and a chocolate cake with icing because I hate myself and my body
-Depressive slept for several hours
-Worked on my list of things I lost in the fire so we can get insurance money
-Chugged two Gatorade bottles
-Took a shower because I had a cold sweat episode while sleeping
-Felt my insides burn as I thought about the fact crush will never love me back
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22 Jan, 2017, 1:56 am
I know I promised I wasn't going to hurt myself and I went and ate all that food because I knew it would hurt me and I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to break my promise.,.
I'll try harder to be strong next time.. I'm going to keep it this time..
22 Jan, 2017, 5:59 pm
Oh god, I'm so sorry Sage. I hope things get better, we're all here to support you.
I know you're a strong person, I'm proud of you for making it this far in life, even if seems like it's at its lowest point.
22 Jan, 2017, 7:27 pm
Darn. Try to stay strong about this. Hurting yourself isn't a good thing. : (
22 Jan, 2017, 7:31 pm
I'm so sorry to hear that ; ;
don't forget that you can talk to me whenever you need to.
(also, I already cracked your code, heh)