all this stress made me depressed and it can be hard to think strait when your depressed. but anyways the biggest thing i realized is that This is an art community. so no brainer, you guys are here to see art. you guys followed me to see my art and yes I have alot of ghost followers they too sometimes see my art from time to time. I need to stop focusing on other peoples communities and focus on my own community. i mean im not saying that its a bad thing to share what your feeling but we shouldnt make it so dramatic, you know what i mean? so again im sorry that i created a scene i should of waited it out to then see if i really wanted to delete my account or abandon it.

If anyone else is going through this I want to say that it doesnt matter how good your art is and also to stop focusing on gaining folowers and focus on the ones you already have. its your community and you can post whatever as long as its not hurting anyone else of course. stop comparing your art to everyone anf focus on being unique because every artist is unique how they do there art. Be you not be someone your not.

idk what else to say than i agree ^w^'

I'm glad you are staying! I'm sorry about all the stress and depression though. That's some of the worst stuff to go through. I hope things will be better! *hugs*