i have massive breakdowns that emd up with me trying to kill myself if i even see her name i cant live like this

Eren please talk to me... I know that you are stressed out. And I'm sorry for using online comments so much, but I hope you're reading this one. You are too good to let yourself die. I feel like I know you and I know that you have a greater purpose. There are many people here that would be devastated if you left, especially if you committed suicide. I would be extremely upset, but I know I can't change your mind about any of this. But please, at least consider trying to get through this. I will say it again and again, and hey this comment won't be censored so-- you are fuckin amazing and deserve more than this stupid damn shit you're going through but dammit you gotta try to get through this shit because I know eventually it's gonna be better. It's fuckin gonna be better. Please don't go through the hell of trying to kill yourself. I ain't talking about your art I'm talking about you when I say you're great, you're not just great but a better adjective but the fffffffuckin english language sucks ass.

I'll say it again but you are amazing, please, please don't kill yourself..

please read my online comment there.. its really important and too long to type here..

... Sylv? I know I don't know you too well, but I'm concerned.. You said you had a theropist..? Maybe you should talk to them..? Please tell us if your ok, and who did this.