I have a feeling 2017 is going to be worse. I'm trying to have a good day with my family but they're constantly calling me names and making me feel worse about myself. They do such a good job at killing my joy because I was fine when I woke up and all that but they're so mean and hostile to me. And the new year is tomorrow so we're going to have ugly roadkill as our president/commander in cheif, more anxiety, probably more terrorism. I'm so not looking foward to next year. :/