hey dude, thought i should be up front w/ you.
ive had a lot of conflicting feelings recently, and i dont really know what they mean. In full honesty, ive had some pretty bad jealousy issues with you, which I apologize about, as I now know it hurt you and your friendship/relationship with andy. Like I mentioned, i have conflicting feelings. Sometimes, I feel like I'm in love with you, but sometimes i feel like we're just friends. I dont understand these feelings, but i wanted to lyk regardless.

i truly think that i still love you, and i simply had such a bad experience with dating cb that i convinced myself id be better off not dating. I know deadàss im gonna regret this tmrw and cringe :skull: anywys i do think i,still have feelings for you, i just cant tell if they're romantic or platonic, as they feel like both.

@monster-energy-drink

BRO<IM GONNA CRY IK YOUR OFFLINE BUT I WONT B ABLW TO SLEEP RZHHHHHH stress

@BearTrap JSKFH IM SO SORRY I DIDNT RESPOND MY INTERNET WAS OFF...

i think dating like, as a construct is pretty strange. like- dating seems cool and yeah you may be in love at times but im afraid that it will ruin the friendship we already have. does that make sense? idk :disappointed:

@monster-energy-drink
EXACTLYYY
like i dont think i wanna date you, im just fůcking confused and wanted to talk to you abt it to hopefully clear things up?-

@BearTrap hskfh check my newest post giggles and kicks feet.,.

dude i like calling u my friend but also my pookie and i think dating would ruin wha we already have like i want both of us to be honest with eachother but people can like eachother and not date right??

sorry for my rambling :disappointed:

@monster-energy-drink
i get what you're saying and tbh i feel the exact same way like i become a grinning idiot whenever you're on rrghhrhrghrh i zlso dont wanna ruin our friendship tho cause like the fact that you've stuck wih me for this long makes me s happy-

and dont apologize i ramble too :pensive:
i like hearing you ramblee

@BearTrap i think the logical thing to do is

acknowledge our feelings, no matter if its love, anger, joy, etc, and keep on going!!!

is that bad or good idk im not good at solutions :disappointed:

@monster-energy-drink
no you ATE with that thats probably the best solution
I love you, platonically for sure, im still unsure if romantically. I enjoy talking with you and i think of you pretty often, about a daily basis. You've made my life a lot easier by existing, and you make me incredibly happy.

IM GONNA CRY THAT WAS SO CRINGE GOODBYE

hm.
no response.
i see.