um.. yh by DarkIcarus
so
I've never had the courage to bring this up..
but I guess I'll just start talking
I didn't really think I cared about my gender, I've always just thought I was a tomboy and left it at that.
I always hung out with the boys because I related more to them because the female steriotypes weren't my thing,
I used to play fight and play with insects in the mud because I enjoyed that.
My s.ex is female but why does my chest feel tight when i'm called a girl
my mother always wanted a little girl
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08 Dec, 2016, 7:59 pm
It's
that I'm a bit scared
I don't think that anyone irl will accept i don't feel like a girl..
I've joked about it but, in the end they'll say haha no you're a girl
I am right? but why does the tightness in my chest fade when I'm refered more masculinely
08 Dec, 2016, 8:00 pm
Prom's at the end of the school year but
why don't I want to wear a dress?
08 Dec, 2016, 8:03 pm
...
I don't feel like I should change right now, because I don't have any power right now
I don't mind going along with being a girl because I don't want to cause a stir
I know it'll cause a stir
maybe when I feel more safe, I can start again and meet everyone as a man
but for now, I'll have to live with the tightness in my chest
08 Dec, 2016, 8:14 pm
hey, do you think that, after time, I can get over it
I don't want my family to hate me, my friends to hate me..
do you think my anxiety will.. will get the better of me
I don't want something else for them to target me about..
08 Dec, 2016, 10:14 pm
We respect you no matter what gender you identify as!! ^w^
08 Dec, 2016, 10:30 pm
think on it, and as soon as you get out of that hellhole, maybe youll know. takes time for the sun to come up so you can see.
09 Dec, 2016, 12:32 am
Relatable