But you did your best. It isn't a sin that you couldnt save him. if anything- just for trying as hard as you did should make you a hero. No one out there even had a fraction of the courage you possess. because of that courage, your spark, you've caused a fire that has set hundreds of souls on fire with new strength. We can defeat our enemies. we can see it in our future. Do not give up... this tragedy needn't happen again, but it will not have happened for nothing!