I've been doing good,
but I've been struggling with some anxiety problems and just not feeling safe when I'm at saturday orcrestra because I can't fit in with the people my age.. I used to think one of them was alright and i hung around with her until she found people she liked better and started treating me like sh.it and ignores everything I say and then looked at me and said "do you want to go mate?" and laughed with her friends at me..
so yh, anxiety..
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21 Oct, 2016, 10:01 am
Well those people lost the opportunity of a life time to be friends with ya.Glad to hear your doing good otherwise though ^^
21 Oct, 2016, 10:01 am
I went into a empty classroom because I couldn't handle being surrounded with people I don't know who are from different schools..
The girl I used to not mind joined on the same day as me but fitted in better because she knew people..... now she's pushing me out of her circle but that's not a loss because i didn't feel safe there anyways so nothing lost
But I have my friends on my phone so i'm glad about that..
21 Oct, 2016, 10:55 am
Hopefully you'll find even better people then ^-^
Re: How have I been? Geebuz where would I even start.... Family stress, parents possible divorce stress, no money for food stress, and now it just happens to be that time of month for me.... and it kept me up all night too.... but my older sis got me a large Dr. Pepper and that made me happy. Though now the fact I've stayed up all night is finally getting to me -^-
21 Oct, 2016, 11:36 am
Re: Alright. I'll head to bed after I see my lil' sis off to the school bus. And thanks. I'll remember that if I ever just need someone to just vent off to because I can't really do much with the people at home. Though if the divorce does happen it'll be the second time. But this time I'm much older and understand all of it much better. Thanks again for the quick chat though. Twas nice.
21 Oct, 2016, 1:59 pm
Ah man, that sounds horrible. At least you're doing ok...? .o.
Also hoi! I am backeth.
21 Oct, 2016, 8:01 pm
Oh my goodness, that's horrible! I don't fit in either but I love the people at my school and know them. For some reason, I keep thinking you live near me. Let's be sisters!
21 Oct, 2016, 8:13 pm
Ah, I know that feeling really well. I used to be loved in primary until the same grade in highschool saw that I didn't change and decided to ignore me, telling me in other words "Go to your own friends"... Although I think it's still one of their phases. I still love my grade.
Anyway, I find it better not to fit in because you blend in with the rest instead of being yourself. If anything, I will always be your friend because in my eyes, you are the coolest, most amazing person I have ever met here!
21 Oct, 2016, 8:16 pm
f,ucking b,itch c,unt ill f,ucking fight her where the f,uck is her b,itch a,ss time to square the f,uck up
27 Oct, 2016, 9:24 pm
re: heck ya thatd be great!! just choose someone from #sylvref for ur part ;)c