i didnt really feel too bad at first, because we still stayed friends, but now the guilt and sh itty feelings are hitting me. i still really love them, but like. they'll never like me back in the way i want because im not a cis dude. i'm just. really hecked up about it? being trans/nonbinary isnt something i can help, but now i know that i'll probably never date anyone i like because what guy wants to date a gross fu cking trans guy right.