It doesn't make sense. Oh well.
"And she wept. Not out if grief or fear, but out of love and loss. As she sat in the corner, smiling through the sea of salt raining down her face, she stopped. And stared. Then it happened.
She cracked. It was because of fear. And only one thought reached out and grabbed her focus. 'I'm scared'. That's the real reason she cried. Not for love and loss. She was scared."