im sorry this looks bad i started crying in the middle of drawing it//

i am such a burden because i feel like garbage all the time and peopleare tired of it i

my heart aches

You're not a burden!! You're not garbage!! Youre super cool and you deserve to feel loved!! you have so many people who care about you! im really sorry you feel this way, I often feel this way too and it sucks. i know we haven't talked much but I consider you a friend!! i hope you feel better soon!! :-)

kirst, don't feel like you always have to comment!! As someone who goes through the effort of commenting on every post in my feed, it's EXHAUSTING. It can get tiring, in all honesty!! So don't stress about that too much.

I understand worrying about your friends being mad at you when you don't talk, or when they don't talk to you. You've gotta look at it logically, tell yourself that it's okay. There are some friends that rarely ever talk to me, but I know they care about me, so I have to tell myself they aren't mad, it's just situational.

And your feelings are IMPORTANT!!! As your friend, I want to know how you are feeling and help out in any way I can!!! If someone gets irritated at your probelms or pain, they are not your friend. Empathy is needed, not cutting remarks. I will smack anyone who treats your feelings like a joke!! So please know that we are not mad or irritated at you, we all love you. You are a wonderful human being and one of my bestest friends IN THE WORLD!!!!

^^^
Yeah, what they said.

Lack of communication doesn't mean that we don't [appreciate you. / feel appreciated.] Its more like a form of intimate respect we all have for you.

Oh, and, "You rock!" :>

Hey bud don't push yourself too hard. I know it's super exhausting to try and constantly comment and stay in touch with everyone and other people do too. Its perfectly ok to not talk to some friends for a while, everyone has times where they just can't deal with social interactions. Whether that lasts a few days or a few months your friends will still care about you and respect your space. I get worried about people being mad at me or being annoyed or bored by me too and then I shut myself in from people a lot. And then when I see them all hanging out and having good times with other people I get really jealous and way I've started thinking of it is that friendship has a flow that sometimes people are all about talking with you all the time and sometimes you don't really talk for like a year and it's weird and confusing honestly but I just try to remember that they still care about me and that I didn't do something to make them dislike me, they're just super interested in these other people right now. That doesn't mean I'm any less important to them and I know if I REALLY need them they'll be there for me. I don't know if any of this helps but just know that no ones mad at you over these things and you've got a lot of people who really love and care about you.