Oh god Captain... mm.... *pants heavily*

*slowly puts more into my mouth*

*purrs*

-pants heavily, lays on bed- mmm...

-arches a bit- mmmmm!

-licks lips-

That was great.

*purrs and bobs head*

*nuzzles*

mmm... it was lass... -gets on top of you- i be needing to get back to me sabertooth though...

-moans louder- oohhhhh!

-purrs, hugs you-

Awww. *pouts*

Mmm...

Hehe. *purrs*

mmm.. i be staying a little longer lass but ye drained me dry... -chuckles-

f-f.uck! thats good! mmmm!

my super cutie.

Hehe, sorry.

*bobs head faster*

Yus!

-kisses- and i be pretty sure ye husband of ye wont be want me here.

i-im gonna cu.m!

-laughs-

Mm... Right...

*slowly pulls away with a playful smile*

X3

-chuckles gets up, puts pants and boxers on with some trouble, looks at you- mind helping me buckle up me pants? -waves hook- it be.. argg.. difficult.

-lets out a loud groan and arches, bucking hips forward- n-no! oh c'mon!

-picks you up- ur my super cutie!

Of course. *buckles up your pants*

Hehe.

Always~

-smirks- i be thinking another one of me visits will be soon lass. -leaves-

-pants- t-thats so evil and cruel... i-i was so close....

of course. And you'll protect me from the deadly manning eating spiders?

I'd hope so.

I know.~

I will get you far away from those things as possible.

-comes in- hey babe, im back- -looks at you- your still naked?

p-please c-cutie.... m-my co.ck is so.. so... h-hard...

-smiles- sweet!

Maaaaaybe.

Mmm, I don't know.

*sticks tongue out*

-smirks- id thought youd get changed while i was out.

-whimpers, tugs on rope, co.ck dripping pre-cu.m-

-frenches you roughly- remember what i said id do?

Noooope.

Aw, Sabey.

*blushes deeply*

not that i mind. -smirks-

-whimpers- i-i need to be touched! mm... -thrusts hips towards you-

-laughs- i think you do it on purpose some times.

Hehe.

Mm....

Noooooo.

but im still drained from before i left to run the errands. so if your horny, i wont be of much use. -chuckles-

i-i dont c-care if you e-edge me! j-just touch me! please touch my co.ck! t-the throbbing 8s driving me mad! -whimpers-

surreeeeeee

*giggles*

*slowly starts stroking your co.ck*

*purrs*

-purrs loudly, looks at your body- mmm... its hard not to stare.

a-ahhhhh... o-oohhhh... yessss!.... -pants softly-

-kisses nose-

Oh yeah?

*purrs softly*

Hehe.

of course. -smirks, lays on bed-

oooooo.... f-fu.ck! mmmm! m-more please!

-smiles- like that?

*purrs and crawls over to you*

*grins and strokes faster*

Mhm!

-smiles, watches you-

-moans loudly- o-oh fu.ck! dont t-touch the tip! -bucks hips-

-licks nose-

*nuzzles*

Too late.

*giggles*

-purrs and kisses you- mm...

a-ah! fu.ck! im gonna cu.mmmmm!! -squirms and groans-

-purrs-

*kisses back lovingly*

Mm.

*nuzzles neck*

-purrs- mmm...
-cu.ms hard, arches- ahh!!

-snickers-

I love you so much.

Is that better?

Hm?

-smiles- i love you a lot more.

-pants heavily- o-oh god yes....

n-nothing!

Oh yeah?

Good. *purrs*

Did that tickle?

yep.

mmm... f-f.uck im sensitive now.... -chuckles weakly- geez... i didnt last long....

n-no! -blushes- im not ticklish there.

Prove it.

*purrs* Hehe.

You sure about that?

-pins you to me, smiles- there are many ways i can do that beautiful.

-groans softly- enjoying this christmas special? -getting semi hard, checking you out-

y-yeah.

Oh really?

Mhm!

Hm... *nuzzles neck*

-pins your arms above head- of course beautiful.

-smirks- why do you enjoy teasing me so much? its evil and a turn on.

-snickers- b-babe!

Mm, I'd like to hear/see some of those reasons.

Because I caaan.

Whaaat? *giggles and continues nuzzling*

You know what sucks when you are a girl.

-smirks, grinds aganst you- its a pretty... BIG... reasson -kisses neck-

-smirks- mmm... just thinking about you is turning me on again...

-snickers more-

*blushes* Oh?

*purrs*

Hehe.

-kisses down your chest- i love everything about you... your shyness.... se,xyness.... that beautiful smile. -smirks- this beautiful body... -grinds-

-pulls on bounds, co.ck rock hard- still going to torture me?

(sorry, missed the you know what sucks question you XD)

let me guess, period?

*blushes deeply* Ah...

Hmm....

Yes. But it sucks for me more! Recently, everytime my month comes around, not only do I get freaking cramps, but I've been also starting to feel all horn.y and sh.it *whines* and it's annoying!

-pulls your shirt off, licks lips- and that blush of yours...mmmm....

-whimpers- geez im hard....

the hor.ny part wouldnt happen to be cause of me right?

S-Sabey-kun.

*leans down and licks the tip*

Ah... >////>'

-smiles, pushes body against yours, kisses chest- shall i go on?

-groans and co.ck twitches- o-oh fu.ck... babe... the tip is really s-sensitive!

yes? or no?

M-Maybe.

*continues licking*

Ah... I tooootally don't start randomly remembering about the dirty rps you and I do and tooootally don't get all turned on even if I'm in the middle of class during my month >/////>'''''''

-pulls ur bra off, licks nipples and grinds- mmm.., i love that cute se.xy nyah.... it just turns me on....mmm....

-groans and moans softly- o-ohhhh...mmmm....y-yesss..

-smirks- so the same happens to you. I get pretty hard thinking about our dirty rps. But its harder to hide a di.rty in class.

*moans softly* A-Ah...

Mmm.

*covers face and whines* It always comes to mind during my month and during class, and it's embarrassing >////<

-sucks nipples- mmmm... mm...

-groans- f-fuc.k... i want m-more... mmm...

-smirks, kisses you- im actually kinda happy i make you feel that way... still, to bad it happens during ur month.

*moans* S-Sabey-kun~

Oh do you? ~

*blushes and kisses back* It's not always during my month... it just happens the most around that time.

-pins your arms above head, sucks nipples and bites them gently, free hand starts to unbutton your pants- mmm...

-whimpers and nods-

-smirks- pretty sure these rps arent helping.

Mm.

Hm....

Noooooope. Especially in the morning.

do you want me cutie? -purrs and sucks harder, tugs your pants down-

-whimpers louder- f-fu.ck...

well for me, the wet dreams these rps are giving me are ruining all my boxers. -laughs-

Y-Yes I do.

*climbs on top of you*

Oops, hehe.

then say that saber loves you more... -smirks, bites nipples teasingly-

-watches you, co.ck twitches- what... what are you g-going to do?

it drives me mad... -smirks- i have dreams about these rps, and i wake up to my co.ck pulsing and shooting cu.m out. The pleasure overwelms me and leaves me hard for a good hour. Pretty intense.

A-Ah~

Mm, you'll see.

>\\\\\<

-smirks, grinds roughly- say it... -kisses chest-

-watches you, co.ck throbs-

-smirks- what?

S-Sabey~

*purrs and nuzzles, sliding your co.ck into my pus*

Nothing! >\\\\<

say saber loves you more... then i'll fu.ck you as hard as you want...

-closes eyes and lets out a loud moan, arches- ohhhhh! f-fu,ck!

tell me cutie. -smirks, kisses your neck-

S-Saber l-l-loves me m-more.

Ah~

I-It's nothing!

good... -quickly pulls your panties down and grinds co.ck against them through my pants, sucks nipples- mmmm...

-head tilted back against bed- ooooooo....ooo... -co.ck throbs crazily inside- f-fu.ck... i-im really sensitive down there....mmmmm.... ooo... -thrusts hips up abit, causing co.ck to move a little even though im tied up- mmm!

-nibbles ear, purrs- tell me, i know its nothing. your blushing insanely

*moans* A-Ah, S-Sabey~

*bites on lip gently and starts bouncing on your co.ck*

I don't know what y-you're talking about.

-nubuckles my pants and pulls them down, has a huge tent in boxers, moans softly as I grind- mmmmm.... like that?

-moans, pants softly- mmmmmmmm!
-smirks, kisses- what i said flustered you... What about what i said is making you so red?

Ah~ Y-Yes~ *moans softly*

Mmmm.

U-Um...

-pulls boxers down, smirks, kisses chest and shoves co.ck inside you- mmmm...

-moans- o-oh...mmm!

-smirks- telll mmmmeee.

Ah~!

*leans down and kisses*

Noooooo!

-lifts you up against wall and starts to thrust, sucks on nipples, moans- mmmmmmm..! fu.ck....

-kisses you roughly, moaning against your lips-

dont make me tickle you.

A-Ah~! Oh yes! M-More!

Mmm~!

... Don't.

oh! -smirks- a-already begging for more!? -thrusts harder, moans-

-frenches you roughly, thrusts into you as you bounce, moaning loudly- mmmm!

then tell me.... or else... -wiggles fingers playfully-

P-Please~! Ah~!

*moans into the kiss*

Nooooo!

-ramming into womb, thrusting rougher, moans loudly- fu.ck!! mmm!

-moans louder into kiss, arches a bit, pulls on bounds- mmmm!

-pins you to wall, slips hands under arms and tickles armpits- telling why u blushy!

Oh god yes ~!

Mmm~ *bounces a little faster*

*squeals and squirms* Noooo!

-thrusts roughly, kisses your neck roughly- like my hard co.ck!?

-moans loudly- i-im gonna cu.m!

aw your squeal is so cute! -tickles faster- now tell me!

Y-Yes~!

Oh yeah?

Nooooooo!

want me to k-keep pounding harder?! -thrusts as hard as i can, spreads your legs wider and licks chest, moaning-

o-oh fu.ck yes! i-im so close! -arches more and moans loudly-

-lefts your shirt of your head so u can see, bends down and starts kissing your belly while tickling armpits- if you dont tell me, i'll tickle you and gobble up are cute little girl in this soft tummy of yours!

P-Please!

Ah ~!

Nyah! Noooo!

-thrusting faster, licks nipples playfully, moans loud- mmm! -thrusting entire co.ck into you, grinds hips against you with every thrust- mm!

-cu.ms hard, arches more-

-tickles harder, digging fingers into armpits, kisses belly- nom nom nom! -smirks- tell me why you were blushing, and this all could stop!

Oh fu.ck~!

Ah~

Nyahh!

i-im gonna cu.m!

-pants heavily- oh bod alexis.... mmm....

c'mon cutie! dont make me tickle you even more! -smirks- your cute nyahs are making it so tempting! -tickles your ribs- just tell me why you blushed! Was something i said a little hot for you?

O-Oh please do! Mm!

Yes~?

M-Maybe.

-cu.ms hard, arches- mm!!

-pants heavily- you drive me wild... mmm....

-stops- oh? -smirks-

Ah! *cu.ms*

Hehe, th-that's my job.

M-Mhm.

-pants heavily- fu.ck....

-laughs weakly- well your pretty dam good at it!

-kisses your nose- see? easy to tell me.

M-My lord....

Heh.

Sh-Shush.

-pulls out of you- mmmm... enjoy that? -kisses your neck-

-pulls on bounds- mm... now... mmmm.. mind undoing my bounds? mm... and i love the way i feel being inside you but mmm.... m-my co.ck is really sensitive so p-please can you get off? -gives you a playful smile-

-laughs-

Oh y-yes I did.

O-Oh, of course.

>\\\\<

-whispers se.xily in ur ear- good. -puts u down on couch-

-chuckles-

you are too cute babe! -laughs

*blushes deeply*

*gets off and removes the bounds*

Shhhhhh!

-smirks at ur reaction, grabs boxers-

-rubs wrist, kisses your collar bone- you mske a very good teaser you know?.... having me begging for you......

-laughs harder-

Wh-What?

H-Hehe.

>\\\\\\\<

-smiles- nothing. -puts boxers on-
-smiles, puts boxers on- so did u enjoy yourself?

-kisses you, laughing against ur lips- you are too cute.

Liiiies

Yeah.

Noooooo!

me?! lie?! -gasps playfully- never!

same. -pulls you close, purrs-

denying it makes u cuter!

*pokes*

*nuzzles*

Noooooo!

ack! no poking me!
-purrs loudly, wraps arms around you-

cute-o-meter is rising! -laughs-

Why not?

*puuuuuuurr*

Sabey! *pouts*

you know why! -covers belly-

-kisses you- mmm.. my goddess....

-laughs harder- your pout is even cuter! If I already wasnt deeply in love with you now, i know i wouldve fallen hard for you with such a cute pout!

Hehe.

*purrs happily, kisses back*

*whines* Nooooo! I'm not cute! Isabella is!

no poking me.

-smiles-

-laughing- and where did she come from? -pokes your stomach- you!

But I wanna.

I love you.

SHUSH XP

nu! -covers stomach more, backs away-

sorry cutie! but i cant help but talk about your cuteness! and your only telling me to shut up because you know im telling the truth! -laughs-

*pouts*

*whines*

-blushes and looks away- dont l-look at me like that withthose eyes. -tights arms around belly-

love you too my godess...

-smiles- and that was a cute whine. Everything you do is cute!

Happy Valentines Day my beautiful goddess. -smiles-

(sorry, i just so sick and i havent gone to school since thursday so i forgot what day it was)

But Sabey.

*blushes and purrs*

Whyyyyyyyyyy

Happy Valentine's day, love.

It's alright, I am feeling sick af this morning anyway.

-sighs in defeat- i cant say no to those eyes.... -puts arms behind my back-

-smiles-

-laughs- because i find you extremely adorable.

hope u feel better

*giggles*

Nyah.

Shhhhhh.

Yeah, same.

-blushes- just poke me already.

-purrs, kisses jawline- i love that nyah.

dontttt dennnyyy itttt! cute-o-meter goes up when u do!

Nah.

*bites on lip gently, blushing deeply*

*hides face in hands, whining*

h-huh?! -blushing-

-smiles, kisses your bottom lips gently and teasingly bites it gently- and i love that face ur making.

-laughs hard, holds my stomach-

I'm not going to tickle you.

Oh y-yeah? You think so?

It's not funnyyyyy!

-relaxs- oh thank god

-smiles- you bet.

-leans against wall, laughing and holding stomach- i cant help it! I just love your reactions!

But that doesn't mean I won't kiss you to death.

*kisses your nose*

*pouts behind hands*

Lord help me, I have Danny Phantom fever.

-smirks and shrugs- not a bad way to die.

-purrs loudly-

-finally calms down- oh god my stomach hurts.

*giggles*

I love you, very much.

Hmph.

i cant handle it when my stomach is tickled

i love me very much too! -grins- and you too of course.

-panting slightly-
you said Dany Phantom fever?

Oh?

*playfully rolls eyes*

You done now?

YE! DANNY PHANTOM FEVER!

-blushes- you know why... its my weak spot...

-grins-
y-yeah. im done.

why?

Hehe, I know.

*boops nose*

Good.

Because I was reading this Danny Phantom fanfic and it brought me back so much memories from that cartoon. I had this huge a.ss crush on him when I was little. And ever since that fanfiction, I got Danny Phantom fever.

-blushes more-

-smirks, catches the finger you booped me with my teeth and gently sucks the tip-

your reactions are just funny and cute

you've been read fanfics lately too? I've been reading overwatch ones. -smirks- girlxgirl is pretty hot in that fandom.

You're so cute.

*blushes deeply* Ah...

Hush.

I love to read fanfics. Especially the x reader ones.

-blushes deeper- n-no im not.

-pulls you hand to me and licks tip of your finger before kissing your knuckles-

-smiles-

-smirks- all the dir.ty ones right?

Yes you are.

*blushes even deeper*

XP

Well, ah, n-no *blush* N-Not all the time. Maybe every so often.

-blushing deeply- im not cute!

-smirks, moves away- be careful what you put near my mouth cutie. you might not get it back. -winks-

-purrs and nuzzles-

oh? what kind of dir.ty fanfics are we talking about? -smirks-

Yes you are.

*stunned, blushing deeply* Ah.....

>///<

Uuuum.... >///>'

-blushing- your the cute one! im not cute!

-smiles- you look stunned.

-purrs loudly, nuzzles your chin-

-smirks- is it bondage? hm, maybe rough se.x. Maybe its se.x with fantasy creatures like vampires. Or maybe its very detailed romantic slow se.x. -smirks more-

But you are!

H-H-Hush.

*purrs softly*

I-It's whatever the author writes.

-blushing deeply- am not!

a little too se.xy for you? -smirks-

-pins you to wall, kisses neck- most people look up a specific type you know... unless you have a specific author... but im pretty sure u dont just read what ever is out there.

Are toooooo.

Noooooo...?

A-Actually, I don't. I read off of wattpad and the authors have books that are just full of lemons/smut.

your the cute one!

then why the blush? -kisses your shoulder-

never thought id ever learn that u read smuts and lemons -smirks-

Noooope.

Mmm...

>\\\<

-bushes more, pouts and crosses arms-

-smiles, nibbles shoulder and then collar bone-

its kinda hot actually -smiles-

*grins and giggles*

*bites on bottom lip*

I only read them every so often, mostly when I'm bored and have nothing else to do.

-blushing- i. am. not. cute. YOUR. THE. CUTE. WON.

-nibbles chest, purrs- mmm...

still hot for some reason.

Nuuuuuuuuuuu

A-Ah...

>\\\<

-pouts- this is karma for calling you cute over and over isnt it? -blushing-

-pulls away- dont tell me your hot and bothered already? -smirks-

-smiles-

Maybe.

H-Hush.

Shhhhhhhush

it is karma! -pouts even more- im not cute! im cool, boring, se.xy, hot, ugly, i dont care! anything but cute!

-laughs- you get turned on pretty easily sometimes

wha? I didnt say anything! -smiles-

You are NOT ugly.

You hush.

Just shhhh anyway.

i was making a joke, I know im hot. -laughs- but you didnt object to me being boring!

-laughs- you know if u did anything to me, id get as hard as a rock

-raises hands in surrender-

Hey Sabe? Can we talk about something? I have a few questions.

now i feel worried but yes we can.

and uh... for future events... dont ask if you can ask a question. I will answer anything... its judt when u ask if u can ask a question... i panic because i probably did something wrong... and since i dont know what the question is... my stress levels go up.... so just ask the question straight out please or i might have a heart attack. -chuckles-

Oh, sorry. I didn't know if you were on at the time when I sent it.

It's actually a couple of questions.

1) Do you still feel like a spark between us?

2) I will really regret asking, but, is there any other lies that I need to know about...? I just want an honest answer. My friends just don't want me to be lied to and I just want you to be completely honest with me. I've been lied to by plenty of people already and I just really want the truth for now on. I'm only asking this, because there had been a few times you told me about that you've lied to me before. And if there's any more, please come clean.

3) If... Anything ever happens between us... Would we still be friends...? And you won't delete my friend code like last time? Because that kinda hurt last time.

I'm sorry if any of this upsets you, I just really needed to ask. My friends wanted me to ask some of these questions, and I asked them.

1) to be honest... im not sure anymore... sometimes i do feel something... sometimes i dont... sometimes i just feel like we're going through the motions.... sometimes i feel like i actually got to discover something amazing about u...

2) I know ive lied before, i know... the guilt haunts me stilll.... i didnt do it cause i wanted to.... but i havent lied anymore....

3)unlike before... im not going to become depressed... i know you probably figured this relationship wouldnt work since we've never seen each other.... if you call it off... i completely understand.... -smiles- it'd break my heart if we werent friends still after anything bad happens...

I just... Ever since school has been getting in the way of communication, we've been talking less. I feel like that spark between us is actually slowly fading away.

yeah... but to be honest.... but it is getting harder to manage a relationship... not because of you of course, you've been perfect... its just.... its hard to deal with the feeling that i dont get to see your face... or hold you..... i figured something like this would happen..... maybe its time we ended it.... just saying.... i do want to be with you... its just hard with long distances.... im sorry...

It's understandable. I know how hard it can be, really, I do. I never really got to see you and there was a large chance that we might have not been able to meet in person. And it has been getting harder for us to communicate. But as long as I can still talk to you, I'm okay. This is just as hard for me as it is for you. I mean, I'm practically- no ACTUALLY crying while typing this.

You will still have a special place in my heart, and I hope you know that. You were the first guy to love me and accepted me for how I am, and that will always be special to me. But maybe... we could just stay together one more day or two before it's official...?

I mean, who knows, maybe we'll get that spark back and we'll actually be able to be together.

And... can you promise me a few things...?

-kisses your lips softly- what would like me to promise? and please dont cry....

*gently kisses you back* Can you promise me that you will always be here for me...?

-smiles- i'll always try to be on when u need me.

Thank you. *nuzzles gently*

-purrs- but i want you to promise me something now...

What is it?

I want you to listen to a song called Shelter... and i want you to promise me that when u hear it... you'll know it reminds me of you... i will always love you alexis... you were the first girl who liked me, not for my body... mostly because u never saw ot but that made me fall for u...

I promise. Who is the artist of the song?

Porter Robinson and Madeon

Okay, I'll listen to it.
I can't believe I got sick yesterday and got sick EVERY HOUR and my mom is STILL MAKING ME GO TO SCHOOL

Oh Saber...

thats just cruel, i was out for week because i was sick, your mother shouldve made u stay home.

what?

I still feel like sh.it.

That song just brought me tears to my eyes

-pets your head- hope you feel better soon, just drink some water and get some sleep. -smiles- thats what i did, and im still alive.

sorry... -chuckles nervously- i didnt mean to make you cry. Its just the song makes me think of you, even the animation does. The words fit perfectly with how i feel about you.

I'm better than I was last night and this morning. But my stomach still kinda hurts.

*hugs, nuzzling shoulder*

yeah, i went through that phase for a decent amount of time. I stopped eating cause food made me want to gag. ended up loosing a lot of weight actually, which wasnt a good thing. So make sure to eat.

-hugs you, smiles-

Da.mn.

*purrs softly*

Da.mn what?

i told tori about us...

That sounded terrible for you.

I know, she messaged me this morning asking me what was going on and why you said what you said.

-shrugs- everyone thinks losing weight that easily is a dream. But living off 1 fruit smoothy ever 2 days because its all u can muster sucks. Sure i lost weight but i lost muscle too, so i'll need to work out more....

what did she say when you explained?

If you're wanting to work out, go for it. But hopefully it's just for yourself.

She read yours before I explained.

-laughs- look at me talking about my problems when your sick, geez i suck!

oh.

No you don't. *poke*.

Yeah.

ack! no poking me!

she seemed upset.

But whyyyyy

She is

you know im ticklish!

i dont see why she is so upset, us separating is not doing much to her... i dont understand

Hehe.

Hm.

dont even think about tickling me!
hm?

But I wannaaa!

*huggles*

well your not going to get me to volunteer to be tickled -covers stomach with arms-

-sighs. smiles and pets your head-

But Sabeyyyyyy!

*puuuuuurr*

-backs away- no way alexis! -blushes-

-chuckles- u are just like a kitty, you know?

Please? *puppy eyes*

I know. *giggles*

-looks at your eyes, groans in frustration- fine... -lifts arms up and puts them behind my head-

im surprised you werent named after a type of cat and i was. -laughs-

Yay! *giggles and tickles your sides*

Well, they didn't know I would love cats so much.

-forces arms to stay up and forces body to stay still, snickering and eyes shut, holding laughs in- o-oh god!

-laughs- i was named after a sabertooth tiger cause it was my dad's favorite animal, and since i was the second child, he got to name me.

Whaaaaat?

That's pretty cool.

y-you know what! -bites bottom lip, holding in laughs, body trembling and hips squirming- ack!

-smiles- its a really rare name. Most people have a hard time figuring out if im joking about my name or telling the truth.

Hehe. *giggles and continues to tickle*

I bet so.

-burst out laughing and arms quickly move to sides to cover them, backs away into wall- n-no more!

so, why did ur parents name u alexis?

Noooooo! I wasn't done!

Sh.it, honestly I don't know why. I was originally going to be named Heavyn. But that turned into my middle name.

no way! i could barely handle that!

that wouldve been a rare first name.

Awww.

The reason why they changed it, and only my dad knows this, is because my dad and step mom used to date in high school before my mom and dad got together and my step mom wanted to name the daughter- if they had a child- Heavyn. So my dad changed that because my mom would have been pi.ssed if she found out why I was named that way.

not even your puppy eyes are going to make me move! -curls up in corner-

i think a lot of people would have been pi.ssed to have their child named after their spouses ex's idea or original name.

*le pout*

Yeah. But ya know, they are together again and married. But they are not going to have any more kids.

nope! -looks away-

how come? if u dont mind me asking

But I like to hear you laugh.

Because they already have three to take care of.

well forcing my laugh out doesnt count.

i guess i get that, mom stopped at 3 kids.

Aw.

Honestly, my limit would have been 3 kids. I don't think I could handle more than that.

no more pokes or tickles.

Speeaking of kids, what do we do about our 3 since you know...

Fiiiine.

Well, ah... We still take care of them? We haven't exactly had Zara born yet...

-relaxes- good.

sage: mommy? -reaches for u-

yeah... so is she still coming? or no?

*sticks tongue out*

Hey baby boy. *picks Sage up*

Yeah.

-chuckles- i'll get my payback later

-smiles and purrs-

sage: -nuzzles-

-grins-

Oh?

*purrs*

Isabella: Daddy!

I wouldn't abandon our babies.

yep, i'll get u back for that.

hey cutie! -picks her up-

sage: -purrs-

-smiles- you'd make a perfect mother.

Mmm nope.

Isabella: *she giggles*

My baby.

I don't know about PERFECT.

how are u so sure?

sage: im not a baby! -pouts-

i know u would be.

-smiles- you got taller didnt you? -lifts her up like a weight- and somehow lighter!

Because I won't let yooou!

Yes you are, you are my baby.

Aw

Isabella: *she giggles* Daddy!

uh huh. sure.

sage: im a big boy!

-blushes- heh

you are lighter! -kisses head-

Mhmmmm!

Yes, but still my baby.

*pokes cheek* You're blushing.

Isabella: *she giggled, purring* I know.

-smirks- the lets test that statement out. -wiggles fingers-

sage: big boys arent babies!

ur poking aint helping. -blushing-

-smiles- ur so cute

No!

Hehe.

*grins*

Isabella: *she purrs and giggles*

yes! -lunges at you-

sage: im a big boy mommy.

atleast someone finds my harassing me funny. -pokes ur cheek- grinning like the joker.

have u been watching over your brother?

NO! *squeals*

Hehe, I know. But you are still my baby.

*sticks out tongue* Hehe.

Well, yes, because my mom works most of the time. He's a pain in my a.ss most days.

-tackles you and sits on your waist facing ur feet- i still remeber your ticklish spot.

sage: nu! -pouts-

-laughs- joker.

-laughs hard- really?

Noooo!

Awwww.

Mwhaha

Yes really

-pulls your shoes and socks off- any last words?

sage: -pouts-
-laughs even harder- i could see you dressing up as joker with that laugh

so what has he done to be such a pain?

Doooooon't!

Cute.

*sticks tongue out, giggling*

He doesn't listen to me. Rarely at all. When mom is out of the house, he is supposed to listen to me since I'm the adult of the house, so if he does something he's not supposed to or starts arguing with me, I give him punishments, then he doesn't listen when I tell him to give me his tablet.

nope, sorry. -scribbles fingers over sole-

sage: im nu cute like daddy! daddy cool!

-laughs-

-smiles, shrugs- thats how siblings are. im told from brother that i was like that.

*squirms* Noooo!

Pft.

Isabella: *she pokes your cheek*

He can be pretty bad though.

say u wont tickle me! -tickles feet-

Pft? im cool you know!
sage: yeah!

-pets you- stay strong with the force younge jedi :3

B-But-!

I know.

Isabella: Hehe.

*puuuurr*

say you wont tickle me! -tickles under toes-

good.

sage: i want to be as cool as daddy

-smiles-

-laughs-

*squeals* Okay, o-okay!

Hehe.

Oh do you?

Nyah!

-gets off of you and smirks- good

sage: mhm!

-laughs-
thats still a cute nyah. -pokes nose-

Mmmph.

Heh.

Nyyyyyyah!

-tosses you your shoes, smirks- better put them on before the room stinks up. -laughs-

sage: -nuzzles- mommy ok too.

-kisses his head-

-chuckles-

Haha, very funny.

*purrs*

XP

-laughs hard- i know right?

sage: -purrs loudly-

*playfully rolls eyes and puts on shoes*

I love you, my little kitten.

-smiles-

sage: -giggles-

Dork.

My kitten.

im a dork? -pulls glasses off- is it because of the glasses? -laughs-

sage: why a kitty mommy? -giggling-

Noooooo.

Because, kitties are cute.

or are my jokes that amazing? -laughs harder. puts glasses back on-

sage: i want a kitty! hammy boring!

hammy: >:'3

Shhhhhhush. *giggles*

Aw, Sagey...

-laughs-

sage: he run away when i try to pick him up.

hammy: >:'3 -scratches behind ear with a small paw-

*boops nose*.

Hammy.

hey. -nose twitches, smiles-

sage: -reaches for hammy-

hammy: -backs away- >:'''3

Whaaaaat?

Hammy, let him hold you.

-boops your nose- thats what.

hammy: :'[
sage: -picks him up in a little to tight of a grasp-

hammy: :'''[

Noooo!

Sabey, loosen your grip a little, you're holding him to tight.

-chuckles- gotcha.

sage: huh? -loosens grip-

hammy: -shakes fur and relaxs,licks paw and fixes fur on his head- :3

Nuuuuuu

There we go.

yesssss

sage: -giggles, scratches behind his ears-

hammy: -presses against hand- :3

Nooooooooo

Awwwww

YESSSS

sage: -giggling- he so fluffy -scratching-

hammy: :3

NOOOOO

Yes he is.

fineeeeeeeeeeeeee.... no. -rolls eyes-

sage: -smiles-

hammy: :3 -squeaks-

*pouts*

You guys are adorable.

what? you won

sage: -smiles- he cute, im not.

hammy: -looks at ur chest- >:3

Meeeeeeh

You are cute too.

meh?

sage: hammy only one that cute.

hammy: :3

Men.

Nope.

*Meh

God da.mn autocorrect.

? -pokes ur cheek- why meh?

(XD i thought you meant meh to men in general based off of me lol!)

sage: -pouts- nu.

Because.

((Shhhhhhush!))

Yus.

because?

(-smirks- maybe im right to assume that)

sage: nuuuuuu. -blocks ur view of his face with hammy-

hammy: :3

Cuz I said.

((Nu!))

Yus.

geez, bossy. -smiles-

(sureeeeeee)

sage: nu! right hammy?

hammy: :3 -licks his paws and cleans his face-

Nyehhhhh

((Nuuuu)

Heh.

-smiles-

(dont believe you. -smirks-)

sage: -grins-

sorry i havent answered in a while, been busy.

*poke*

((But whyyyyy))

Stull cute.

It's okay.

ack! no poking! -jabs finger into your side then quickly runs to other side of room-

(because "accidentally" said men when i asked about your meh, and im a guy who made a pretty awesome comment if i do say so myself -smirking-)

sage: nu!

so...how have you been lately?

*squeak*

((Booooi))

Yes.

Tired and sore.

thats what you get! -grins-

(booo? -laughs-)

sage: -pouts- daddy!

huh? -comes over-

sage: mommy said im cute! im not!

tired and sore? from what?

Nu!

((Nu, I said boi XP))

He is though.

Gym. What did you think I was tired and sore from?

-grins- lucky for you, i wont do more because i brought some people over to say hi

piper: hey alexis

kitten: hey!

(-burst out laughing-)

sage, your cute. whether u like it or not.

sage: but daddy not cute! so im not cute!

uh.... -blushes deeply- n-nothing.

Oh, h-hey guys!

((Wut?))

Oh you're wrong, your father is just as adorable as you are.

Mhmmmmm, you were thinking dirty weren't you?

piper: -gives you a hug- so how have you been?

kitten: -wiggles eyebrows- a little birdie someones been tired and sore... -smirks- care to shed some light on that?

-smirks-

(nothing. -laughing-)

what!? im not cute!

sage: see!

i do spend some of my free time thinking about my dirt intake. -smiles- but dirt wasnt what i was thinking of.

Oh I wonder who would have said something about that. *sticks tongue out at Saber* Gym has been making me tired and sore. Especially when the first week of gym came around, I was so sore I could barely get out of bed without everything hurting.

((Suuuuure.))

You are.

Okay, let me be more specific, you were thinking SE.XUAL weren't you?

kitten: -sighs depressingly and rolls eyes playfully- and i thought it was because of something more.... exciting. -scowls at saber-

saber: -raises hands in surrender- i did nothing but an eyebrow wiggle. You let your imagination get you.

piper: -rolls eyes- ignore those two, how many times in a week are u going to the gym?

im not!

sage: yeah!

(-smiles- glad u understand. -laughs-)

maybe.

Pft. It's because of school, so I have to go whenever I go to school. Honestly, I don't like it. My teacher is pretty hard on people. Hell, we did a big a.as workout during the first week and there's a lot of kids in there who hasn't worked out since last year- *cough* Me *cough*- and it made a bunch of people sore. And people like me, who is not fit, can't handle that much exercise for the first week after so long. H.ell, the first day we went out to run on the track instead of inside, I did the first lap fine but the second lap I was dying. I keep getting this, like, tightness in my chest- I don't know how to describe it- and it gets harder to breathe and my mouth and throat get dry, which makes it worse. THEN my legs start hurting pretty bad after running for so long that it hurts to WALK.

Are too.

((XP))

I thought so.

kitten: im on the track team, but when i push myself a little more that i should, i start to feel that way.

piper: -laughs- i totally understand alexis! i tried to join kitten on her morning run and after a few minutes i was winded. but miss track star here was smiling, relaxed, and running easily as always! -glares playfully at kitten-

kitten: -sits down and leans back on arms, laughs- its not my fault you cant keep up!

once your body gets used to that, it'll get easier

im gonna run before i get called something worse than cute!

sage: nothing worse than cute!

-smirks- well, from my experience. Women get pretty tired and sore doing excerises with me. -wiggles eyebrows-

I don't know about that.

Isabella: Hm.

SABER

HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME TAKE THAT THE SE.XUAL WAY

kitten: you'll do fine alexis. -smilesm wraps arms around pipers waist from behind- just know you have our support.

piper: mhm!

-smiles-

sage! fight her off! daddys making a run for it! -runs out of the room laughing-

sage: we nu cute!

-laughs hard- what did i do!? i just said women get sore and tired when they work with me! i was just making a statement! thats ur fault for thinking that way!

Well, I mean, I'm kinda overweight so that might be part of the problem too...

Yes you both are cute.

You did it on purpose!

kitten: -shrugs- with time you'll get use to it. -smiles- just work hard ok?

piper: -smiles-

-pats your head- your perfect alexis. -smiles-

sage: nu!! -wiggles in your arms-

nope! -laughing- last time i checked, i cant force you to think things!

Eeeeh

Yeeees!

Boi!

kitten, me: eh?

piper: ?

sage: nu! -trying to wiggle out of ur grasp-

-laughing harder- your just di.rty minded! i bet if i said anything, you would find some se.xual note behind it!

My legs are just killing me.

Yeeeees!

SHUSH!

kitten: u should get a massage, they make your legs feel so much better

piper: or a nice bath could do it too.

sage: -pouts and grumbles-

-laughing harder, gripping sides- im gonna die laughing!

Maybe.

What?

Saber!

piper: so um... is it ok to ask about... um... -blushes-

kitten: about the break up?

-shrugs- you can ask, right alexis

sage: im not cute....

-covers my mouth, body spasming from laughs-

Yeah, it's okay to ask.

Yes you are.

*whines*

kitten: you guys are honestly amazing. That was the most peaceful break up ive ever heard about. unless saber lied and broke your heart. -glares-

piper: -pats her cheek- calm down kitty. alexis, mind telling it to us from ur point of view?

i didnt do anything mean! it seemed peaceful to me!

sage: -crosses arms and pouts, shakes head-

-takes deep breaths and calms down-

Well, we mostly just agreed that we didn't have a spark anymore and that we should probably spilt. Yeah, it kinda hurt because of the thought the man I've been with for 3 years is not with me relationship wise, and I was legit sick for about a week. He.ll, the day we broke up I was I feeling miserable because I became sick and woke up EVERY hour and got sick. EVEN on an empty stomach, which I tried drinking water but that came back up with a little bit of acid an hour later.

Hehe.

Boi, I swear.

kitten: aw poor you... -hugs you-

why didnt you tell me this? I didnt know i had caused you so much pain..... You couldve told me and i wouldve tried to help you.... im sorry alexis...

piper: saber was pretty depressed when you guys broke up... all he did was stay inside and wouldnt eat... everyone was worried sick...

sage: i want to be on the couch... -grumbling-

im calm! im calm!

*hugs back* Saber, it's okay, really. It was just hard and the sickness just happened to come around. It's not your fault.

Why?

Good.

kitten: -ruffles sabers hair-

piper: at least you two are on good terms and are still friends

-smiles a bit- yeah.

sage: because.
-grinning still-

Yeah, it is a good thing.

Mm.... fine.

What?

we'll always be friends

kitten: good, i like you two.

piper: yeah, its cool to hang out with u guys.

sage: -reaches for couch-

-shrugs- im not laughing, just grinning now. -grins-

I'm glad you guys do.

*sets him down*

Hm.

kitten: well, want to hear some good news about piper to lighten the mood a bit? -grins-

piper: -blushes-

oh, i forgot to tell you about this alexis.

sage: -curls into a ball- im not cute! -covers eyes with knees and covers ears-

-smirks- cant believe u have such a dir.ty mind.

Sure, what's the hood news?

Awwww.

You hush. It happens every now and then.

kitten, piper: -hold identical keys up- we decided to move in together. -smiles-

they bought an apartment together.

sage: nu!

only every now and then? -smirks- i wouldve predicted more often.

Aw, that's great!

Yes.

Shush!

they moved out so their roommates wouldnt walk in on them doing each other! -wiggles eyebrows- piper can be pretty loud when shes riled up.

piper: -blushes deeply- i-i-i...

kitten: - lets out a deep sigh, closes eyes calmly and slaps the back of my head as hard as she can-
OW!!

sage: -sniffling-

-grins- just saying.

*covers my mouth to keep myself from laughing*

Huh? Baby, are you crying?

>\\\\<"

T^T owwwww.... -rubbing back of head-

kitten: you know you deserved that. -glares-

-shrugs- T^T i cant help it if i hear piper praising god everytime you to are alone.... -grins and wiggles eyes brows, imitates pipers voice and starts making panting sounds with breathy gasps- o-oh god! oh god yes! oh! oh! mmm! k-kitty!!

piper: -covers face with hands, blushing deeply- i-i-i...d-d-d-d-d-d....

sage: n-no. -sniffles- only babies cry...

-chuckles-

Saaaaabeeeer.

Honey...

Shhhhhhhhush!

kitten: now you've been asking for it! -gets up and pounces on saber-

ack!! -tries to run but falls when she tackles me-

kitten: -locks his head in a head lock and digs fingers into his side, looks at you casually- does it matter if he dies from lack of air? will we really use him in the future? think long and hard about that.

AHH!! -laughs and squirms, kicking feet-

piper: ki.ll him! -blushing deeply-

kitten: oh gosh saber. we all know when piper gets violent, it means shes really upset. wonder why? know why alexis?

H-HELP ME!! ACK!

sage: i wanna be cwool wike wommy and -sniffles- waddy.... -uncurls and reaches up to u with tears in eyes-

-pretends to zip mouth-

Don't kil.l him.

Awwwww, baby.... *I pick him up*

Hmph.

kitten: -sighs- fineeeee..... -lets go-

-pants heavily- w-why you gotta date a jock pipes? geez.... -rubs neck-

piper: -glares, blushing deeply- u deserved it!

kitten: -pets her- shhhh.... calm down a bit.

sage: -sniffles-

-shrugs and pretends to lock mouth and toss key away-

*pokes your nose* You need to be nice Sabey-kun.

*hugs him gently* Shhhh...

Dork.

-grumbles-

kitten: -rolls eyes-

piper: -pouting, cuddles up to kitten- why dont i have any dirt on saber? want to help me with that alexis?

sage: -nuzzles and sniffles-

-rolls eyes dramatically-

Hm?

*nuzzles softly*

Don't you roll your eyes at me mister.

piper: he knows all our embarrassing secrets! tell us something juicy about him, please?

kitten: that would be awesome!

h-huh!?

sage: i bwetter now....

-waggles eyebrows-

Oh, ah...

Good.

Stooooop

kitten: pretty please?

piper: -makes puppy eyes- please alexis?

nu!

sage: -nuzzles ur cheek-

-raises hands in surrender-

Oh no.

I love you, my little kitten.

*sticks tongue out*

piper: pweeeaasseee? -making puppy eyes-

kitten: id say yes to these bueaties. -grins- u should to.

know u shouldnt!

sage: -purrs loudly- i love you too mommy... and kittens too...

-does the same, crossing eyes-

Must... resist...

Hehe.

Pft

piper: prettyyyy pweeeaasseee? -makes eyes bigger and more puppy like-

sage: -nuzzles-

-makes funny faces, wiggles eyebrows-

Nnnnnnnnn

*purrs*

Oh my god Saber.

piper: we'll do anything! pretty please! -leans forward-

kitten: pleaseee!

nu!

sage: -kisses your nose, smiles- ur the best mommy!

-grins-

Nnnnnngh!

Awww~

*pouts*

piper: -sighs- the puppy eyes arent working. -pouts, mumbles- they always work...

kitten: -rolls eyes- u tried.

phew!

sage: -smiles-

-pretends to dig deeply into pocket and pull out a spare key and unlocks mouth- what? why pout? u wanted me to shut it!

*whines*

*nuzzles happily*

Boi.

why are u whining?! u survived pipers puppy eyes

piper: -grumbles-

kitten: -kisses her cheek- dont grumble, its cute but sad too

sage: -giggles-

boi what? -grins-

Everyone seems to know my weakness of the puppy eyes!

Aw, are you happy now?

You know what.

everyones weakness is puppy eyes!

piper: -grumbling, nuzzles into kitten-

kitten: yeah, puppy eyes are my weakness to.

sage: yes!

-grins- know i dont.

Nyyyyah

Good.
Yes you dooo!

kitten: nyah?

its a cute sound she makes.

piper: yeah it is

sage: can i have a kitty?

hammy: o-o'

-shrugs- dont think so.

Nyah.

A kitty?

Liiiiies

kitten: -pokes your cheek- nyah.

piper: -giggles-

nyah :3

sage: yeah!

hammy: o-o'

-laughs-

Nnnnnyah!

Hm.

*huff*

kitten: they should be a nyah club

piper: mhm!

-grins- yeah!

sage: pwease?

hammy: o-o' -squeaks in protest-

-grins, pats ur head-

*giggles*

Don't worry Hammy, I have a cat who won't hurt you.

*purr*

kitten: u'd totally be the leader
piper: mhm!

:3 nyah club, sorta like a nyan club

sage: please mommy?

hammy: -squeaks-

-smiles-

X3

Sure

Boop

kitten: anyway, hows the running going?

piper: still tiring?

-rolls eyes- running will always be tiring

sage: yay!

hammy: T^T

-grins-

Always tiring. I just always get sore legs after it.

Don't worry hammy, the kitty won't hurt you.

Hehe

kitten: thats the muscles rebuilding, so its a good thing

piper: mhm!

hammy: T^T

sage: -giggling-

-pokes ur nose-

Yeah, but gym hasn't really ever been my favorite.

Aw.

*boop*

kitten: -shrugs- most peopke dont like it

only jocks like this kitty cat and me! -grins-

piper: -grumbles- yeah it sucks

-smiles- boop.

I enjoy some of it, just not the running and weight room part.

Booooop

piper: yeah! those parts arent fun!

kitten: well...

piper: to u maybe! -pouts-

-chuckles-

booppp!!

From what I heard, we are going to do archery tomorrow and Friday. THAT I can look forward to. I love when we do archery.

But my gym teacher kinda irritated me today.

Booooop!

piper, kitten: lucky! we just have all the boring normal sports-

my pe teacher does that too. she calls me a sissy and says i have no balls because im not running as fast as she wants T^T

boooooooop!

It only happens twice a year.

He marked off points because he didnt let me finish my laps.

Boooooop!

kitten: twice is better than nothing

piper: mhm!

geez, tough.

-flicks ur nose- boop.

Eh.

Yeah.

Boooop! *pokes nose*

-grins- boop.

XP

XD

Nyaaaah!

nyahhhhh what?

Nyah

nyah what? what about nyah?

Cuz

cuz what? :3

Cuuuuuuuz

-laughs, pokes u- just cause?

Yeeeeees

weirdo -smiles-

I'm not weiiird

u sure about that? -grins, pokes ur nose-

Yus

surrrrreeeeeee

XP

so anything new happening in ur life?

Eh. Not really honestly. My last day of school is this Friday and graduation is next Saturday.

sweet. excited about school ending?

I was, but now it's kinda saddening.

im always excited getting out of school, u can always talk to your friends on the internet, so dont be sad.

I'm already out of school ^^'

sweet

Yeah, I graduated yesterday.

-grins, hugs you- congrats! im proud of you!

I was so nervous!

same when i graduated! but im sure you did great!

I was gunna cry

aw, dont cry, just smile.

I didn't want to leave though.

-pets you- it okay, there isnt really anything to miss about school for be but im sure you hade more deep connections than me

I loved most of my teachers and that was when I could see my friends nearly everyday.

you could always visit.

Yeah...

it might make you feel better if you talk about all the things you really miss. I would like to know.

I miss my teachers, I miss my classes, I already miss seeing my friends everyday, I just miss being a student in general.

yeah, its an experience people take for granted. You'll never really have anything like it again but there are other experiences to try out -smiles-

Yeah... But still, I kinda have a feeling most of my friends I probably WON'T see again, like, ever.

yeah... thats the sad part of graduating...

I just feel... Like some of them weren't really friends with me...

yeah, thats how i felt too. i always thought that if they were really my friends theyd atleast try to stay somewhat in touch.

Hhhhhh

what?

I'm way too tired this morning.

why? party too hard? nightmares? oh! have someone sleep with you? -wiggles eyebrows-

Pft- like anybody was going to sleep with me.

I just couldn't rest well.

hey, dont be like that. I speak from experience, but anyone would be lucky to even come close to kissing you, let alone sleep with you. the person who will get that close to you will never understand how lucky they are. Your beautifull, kind, thoughtful, smart, and understanding. Dont underestimate yourself.

ah.

Excuse me while I go try not to cry from that.

hey... i didnt mean to make you cry...

Oh no, it's not a bad thing

just know i really mean all the things i say about you.

I know.

good. I want you to stay confident in yourself. i know you'll find that perfect someone to fall for you. -smiles- you deserve it.

(im gonna be in California for at least a week so i wont be able to answer. Going to a friends wedding)

*small smile* Thanks Sabey-kun.

((Aw, okey.))

-ruffles your hair, smirks- though when you do get someone in your bed, at least tell me so i can tease the life out of you! -laughs-

BOI NO- *laughs*

-laughs- i'll pry all your dirty little secrets out of ya in time!

You'll never get them out of me, never!

suuurrreeee. i have my ways, just you wait and see!

Noooo!

-laughs-

Shhhh!

-forces my mouth shut but a few snickers escape-

*le pouts* Da.mn it Saber! You just find this hilarious, don't you?

-laughs hard, pretends to take off a hat and bows- Why yes dear Alexis! I find it very amusing how easily you are flustered!

gonna be on a trip this week so i wont be on.

*puffs out cheeks with a deep blush* Da.mm it Sabey-

Awww

-grins- yeah, i know. im awesome.

i back :3

Shush!

Welcome back!

-laughs- your awesome too

:3

XP

X3

-ruffles your hair-

Dork

-gasp- im a dork?! how?!

Cuz you are. *boop*

-crosses eyes and nose twitches-

*giggles*

-grins-

Why are you such a goof?

-smirks- first a dork, now a goof. Well its because im... heh... OBVIOUSLY naturally hilarius, also girls find goofs se.xy for some reason. So i gotta crank my natural humor up

When aren't you a goof?

um.... im not sure -shrugs-

Pft

that just means when am i not hot? -smirks-

.... Hush

you wish!

HHH, SHHHHH

nah, i'm gonna talk your ear off. -flicks your ear-

>~<

-laughs-

Hhhhhh

so how is school going?

I'm graduated silly. I'm trying to find a job.

I keep forgetting that my birthday is right around the corner. And it's TOMORROW. Ffffffffu.ck.

T^T you grow up so fast! man i must be old if youre graduated! -laughs-

Sorry im so late! Lot of work building up but happy late birthday! I hope you had a fun time that day! -kisses cheek-

XP

Meeeeeh

now your what?... fifty? bordering on sixty? while im here approaching the eighties! T^T

Pft, no you dork. I'm still 19 XD

BTW, I apologize I have been gone for so long. I forgot about colors for awhile since I was busy.

eh... -shrugs- my guess was close
its totally understandable. We both have separate lives here. but just know if you have a friend here if you need one

Pft, suuuuuure.

How have you been anyway? I actually didn't expect you to respond so soon.

i was off by what?.... 3 years -grins-

good i guess. works been busy and alice is having fun in highschool while working her first real job. I didnt expect to answer that soon either, i guess i just happen to check the comments that day after checking tori's. How about you? everything good?

Pft, no-

Yeah, I've been okay.

eh, math was never my best subject
thats good. Hows your friend, Izzy? i think that was her name

Pft.

She's been alright.

I was thinking about what you said before. You know, about forgetting this place? I want to make it clear that im not mad that your gone so long if that's how this message seems. But I want you to know that if its inconvient for you to keep coming back on just to answer something we both wont get back to weeks later, I understand.

I love talking and rping with you, but I dont want you to feel obligated to answer my stuff. I really do enjoy talking to you, but I dont want you to have to waste your time talking to a person you've never met in person just because you feel obligated to.
If it really is inconvients, just tell me so I can say goodbye properly if it comes to that. If I truly have to face reality, this talking to each wont last forever with the lives we have. There are a lot of memories here that I love, but sadly I think at some point we'll drift off even more than we have now. We use to talk all the time and sync are online times together. Now we're just too busy.

What i'm truly trying to say is that I love doing this with you and I hope we can keep rping and talking. But i dont want to make you feel obligated to talk to me or make time in your busy life to do so. I care about you Alexis, maybe differently than I use to, but I care. I dont want to hold you back. You'll always have a confidant in me, even if it takes a while to answer. Just know you can rant over anything or say anything and i'll be here and try to make you feel betteror that your not alone in your problems if I can

But if talking to be is inconvient and time consuming, please tell me so I can say the proper goodbye that one of the greatest influences in my life deserves...

Oh no, I don't do it because "I feel bad for not answering".

I do it because I WANT to talk to you. And I hate the fact we don't get to talk as much as we used to. I would talk so much more but I don't even have WiFi at my mom's. It's been like that for nearly a year. So I'm always stuck using my phone to get on here and sometimes my phone gets so slow to the point it takes forever to load a page.

Heck, I can't even find a good way to talk to Tori because I've had to delete so many apps because they took up so much room.

And it makes me feel like sh.it that i don't get to talk to you guys that much when I really want to.

You dont know how relieved i am to know you still want to talk. Im sorry for all the stuff you have to deal with, but please dont feel bad about it. Its not your fault most of the ways for you to talk to us are limited. I just wanted to clear things up.
Your honestly one of the biggest roles in my life. Being able to talk to you for so many years has helped me develope my personality and i keep on growing because of you. Im proud to say your basically a role model to me andone of my closest friends. So, thank you Alexis.

Hhh ;w;

did i make you cry again? im sorry

no, it's okay. ;w;

But seriously, who knows how i would have turned out without people like you and tori to hangout with

;w;

-smiles- now enough with the mushy stuff. Hows adulting going for you?

Bleh, sucky

Eh, my life has been ok. Work is good. Alice and Scott say hi. Zack been gone on a pretty long buisness trip with his dad to India doing whatever they do

Hi Alice, hi Scott.

Oh speaking of work, I ended up getting a part time job.

Sweet and Congrats! What kind of job?

I work at a dollar store as a cashier.

Thats a great start! I wouldve aimed for a job at Walmart just to if the Peopleof Walmart memes are true.

Well, I don't work there anymore ever since I transfered ^^' the store I transfered to was awful. Anyways, how have you been? Is there another way I can talk to you? It sucks to not be able to talk to you other than on Colors. And I rarely ever get on Colors anymore.

I'm sorry that you had to transfer to such an awful place, hopefully it's better by now. As for how i've been, well it could be better but im doing good. I'm in therapy now to clear up some sh1t going on, it helps to talk to someone since we rarely or ever come on here anymore...
My therapist actually want to talk about my past romantic relationships, and im sorry if this offends you, but i plan to bring you up, because our relationship has honestly been one of the best and it helped through a lot.

And as for social media, i dont really use those anymore or they are reserved as purely refrences for art. My parents are so controlling that its safer for me not have an account dedicated to me becajse they'd stalk me on it. Even blocking them doesn't work.

You'd think they'd give up on trying to control an adult, but apparently they don't give a cr4p that i have my own life ruled by me.

Since my therapist brought up relationships, I couldn't help thinking about this site.

I'm sad we grew apart, it was amazing being in are small group and just roleplaying and talking. I know I promised to be here always, but I'm not sure i can do that with all the stuff going on. And like you said, we rarely use this place anymore.

I just wanted to say thanks for every amazing memory and feeling you let me experience with you. I really do want to contact you, to bring back that friendship we had. But you don't need to be dragged into my chaos, because its that messed up. I'm broken, and i've always been, but im tryingnto fix myself now, and I don't want to leace you cleaning up the pieces.

You'll always be my friend and so will tori, but im not sure how many times i'll come on here anymore. Something will always remind me of here and bring me back.

I'll always come back for a glimpse of all the happy memories here, but i think that's all it will ever be, just a glimpse into my past, nothing more. I'm sorry if that's not what you expected, but i need it to be this way, because if i dive into those happy memories, those bad habits will just follow. I love you, maybe not like i used to, but you still mean something to me. I hope everything goes amazing well for you and you meet that special someone. I'm glad I got to be that person, even for a moment.

You know what, f7ck them. F7ck it. I'm not going to limit stuff just cause I'm scared. If you really want to keep in contact...

@ZentheD (twitter)

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