im such a mess rn lmaoooo

i want to pet a dog

I'll save you
also i feel too

I've coughed up blood, and I'm still alive and... decent...

Personally, whenever I have to act in a stressful situation (Public speaking) I play the fool and make a mockary of myself.

Most others feel tense afterwards,
I enjoy the laugh and memorability of it.
It makes an impact.

i speak two words and sPEND THE REST OF THE DAY GARGLING BLEACH BECAUSE MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE IS A MISTAKE.

SAME

i cringe at everything i do because i hate myself and i want to end my life

;-; Im not trying to sound like a stalker here.. But I like you. Your funny and your art inspires me :o
In other words your AWESOME. You dont have to be "liked" by many ppl either. And ik this wont help much, but I and many others can relate 2 u. One piece of advice- DONT DIEE FRAND!!

Shhh you aint cringy
you're generally make me left externally not internally where I laugh on the side and have a poker face on my face
And really, what would Jesus think?

pleszxc you're not cringy <cough>notincludingyourolddrawings<cough> but seriously, you're pretty funny sometimes and i'll be honest, i feel like you try hard sometimes and i like that because it's like a style of yours and it kinda makes you unique

i cringe a lOT at my voice and me being on a picture/video

History of my life

Honestly, I've cringed at some of the things I've done before. Some of the things I did near the end of Hatena I regret doing. Around that time, my follower count skyrocketed, and I think I started letting that get to me, make me worry about making everyone happy and trying to be perfect. I think what you're going through is the same. You have a lot of followers, yes, but, that means trying to please a whole lot of people, and that gets stressful, and you try hard to do something that you think everyone will enjoy, you try to be like the internet. But, it's just harder on yourself. WhatnI do now a days, is just be myself. Yes I still want to entertain everyone, but I try to be myself, not to worry too much about what I'm gonna draw, or what joke I'm going to use. I just draw what I feel like, I wait for an idea to come from within. Because forcing a drawing isn't necessarilly the best, I don't stay up a trying to think of tomorrow's pic, it just comes to you, when you be yourself.

Yes, I do still worry, but, I try not to let it get to me too much. Lately, I've been worrying a ton about what I'm going to do about Misoku in the future, after the main story. I've been stressing myself constantly about what I'm going to do that people will like, and it was seriously getting, to me, my enjoyment even. But my dad told me, that, just trust Jesus. What I needed to do was, just trust God will help me, and not worry, and, that's been helping a lot. Just, trust, God. I hope what I'm saying is good. I feel that I might be wording wrong. But Snow, you've been my friend since Hatena, and, I really have a bond with you, you're a very close friend to me, and I want to help you anyway that I can, I want to help you when you're feeling down, and I want to maje you feel better if I can. I will oray for your health, and that God will protect you. You just need to believe, trust, believe that no matter what, he'll always protect you and be with you. Believe, and your life will be

much better and you'll have peace. I'm going to end with this verse on my dad's verse-a-day Bible Calender.

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

Seriously, that's the verse!