It'd be nice if I could spill all this emotional sludge in my gut
It hurts my throat and makes my gut uncomfortable, and my face red
I feel really empty in my mind and chest and if something happens then my eyes kinda just pour it out
Can't ignore it at that point
People pretend to care, and that's ok, I don't think I could handle it if someone actually cared
Sympathy makes me very uncomfortable most of the time
I ate and started feeling better