.e ^ e.

i guess i didn't work out enough yesterday because i had this really extreme mood swing and all i could think of beating my stepmother's face in and telling the bloody mess that was her face that i've always hated her and her stupid kid. thena while after we got home my mom is like 'one of your favorite people that i worked with is in the hospital' i'm like damn i hope they turn out okay maybe once they recover we can go have lunch then right before i got on colors she's like ' they're in heaven now ' she did even seem to care NOT AT ALL i even asked her 'mom what's your deal, your friend is dead' and she shrugs and makes a stupid joke ..

-lays limp in your lap-

-cries against your leg-
but seeing that Dori .. Seeing something like that so vividly. it scares me how much hate came over me. and my mom said she wasn't supirse her friend died because my mom is the true pessimist...

-holds you stiffling sobs-
i i don't think i ever told you
but i 'used' to be depressed/emotionally disturbed and thoughts like that are .. devasting because this isn't the first time i've had a meltdown.. this one isn't as bad because i'm with you but they've been worse ..

just, don't ever leave me ..

i don't care if you're salty

-can't think cuz crying hold-

i've never depended so much on someone i've never even met
i hate being vulnerable like this
soft and exposed
but for some reason
it feels okay
becuz it's you

i'm trying not to be too loud
TT -TT

.e m e.

-sighs- .- _ -.

dori who would i be without you...

-hugs and cries against you-

-wipes my face on my arm -

-sniffs and shakes my head-

i know you mean well with nuzzling dori but
it's not helping as much as you think -tears up-

-wipes face- to what

there's like one thing i want to do rn ..

-kisses-

-holds you close while kissing you tenderly-

- -

-looks away-

-nuzzles your neck hesitantly-

-exhales against your neck then gently kisses your jawline-

-rubs my cheek with yours-

hhhm..-kisses your cheek-

y'know i love you right

-kisses- never forget that <3

-rests my forehead against yours and breaths deeply-

-leans in more and exhales against your lips then kisses again-

-opens my mouth a bit while kissing-

hhhh - rubs your sides mouth opening a little more-

mmmm<3 - gently sucks on your tonuge-

-sucks more frenching you back- mmmm<3

-pulls away and lips your slobber from my lips and rubs up the back of your thighs- oh mama ,':y

*licks

Mmmmm baby <3 -slowly rubbing back of your thighs, -

-shivers and moan softly, feels up your tush- ooooouh you bet

hhmmmm -kisses your cheek and feels yp your sides-

mmmmy pleasure <3-rubs my hands under your hoodie and gropes your spheres getting hard on-

-continues groping and drools a little bit-

ooohh -moans and [reflexsively] lightly grinds the hard against you-

-holds your hips close to mine[so you can feel what you're doing] moans against your neck- oooh have mercy <3

-huffs- babe </3

hhhh get back over here

-goes and grabs you and wraps your legs around my waist-

-sits on floor with you in my lap-

oh you're gonna get yours butter bean.. -kisses your neck, presses you against my snake-

-goes for it kissing and nibbling-

-gently lays you down and grinds while nibbling under your chin-

-moans against your neck grinding more in a rthym-

-groans grinding harder and thrusting on accident-

[uhg i'm sorry but i'm going have to poo.p all over this cause i needsome rest good night ily