band camp starts on thursday and i really REALLY dont think i can do it (and if i could id freakin suck anyways so why even bother lmao)

but at the same time i dont want to tell my parents because at best my mom would be okay with it and let me not do it but my stepdad would think i was lying because im lazy/believe me but make me do it anyways and at worst they would both share the above sentiment

at least i neglected to get my physical done so i might be able to get out of it for a while