Yikes, okay. :0
Have someone record you and post it to YouTube!! Or... maybe not, haha. xD

LOL KAJI'S FACE

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Tell me the seeeeecreeeeeeet! :^)

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Okieeeee, I figured that, but who's the 8-bit??? :0

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Yeah, actually, I do want to talk about it.
I know I had mentioned before I think I could have manic depressive disorder. It's been knawing at my brain and I really want to go get tested for it.

Only thing is... I'm scared to tell my parents about it. I'm scared they won't take my concerns seriously, like I'm just being dramatic or something. Or that I can somehow just deal with it without ever knowing or getting medicine if it turns out I need it.

But... I'm also scared if I tell them, they'll treat me differently. Like, what if they treat me like less of a functioning being because of it? What if everything suddenly "stems" from my disorder, if I even have one? I dunno dude, I'm just worried.

Heck, one of my cousins was diagnosed with manic depressive disorder a few weeks ago. It's in the family genes. What if I'm suffering more than the average person and I don't even know it?? I think about it a lot, I don't think my behavior is normal. :/

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scREAMS
OMG I KNEW IT I KNEEEW IIIIIT
OOOOOOOH HOT DIDDLY DANG :^))))))))

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Okay, I'm gonna be real with you for a second. Feelings are fragile and important, I know that you know that. So if you tell, you've gotta be prepared for both a positive and negative response, okay? You can't let it hurt you too bad. It will for a while, but trust me, you can't let it tear at you for months and months at a time, okay?
But all that aside, yeah, you should say something. :)
Just... maybe not today considering your wisdom teeth are gonna be out.

And about my problem, yeah, it'd be better to just tell my mom... I wanna wait until the right moment, though.

wuddup veno
so uh
I ended up confessing to him.
And I was correct, the feeling isn't mutual.
And I mean he already figured that I felt the way I do, too.
I'm relieved that I got it of my chest but obviously I'm a bit sad too.
And I think the main reason why is because of the age difference, which is understandable

Awww, dang, I'm really sorry kirstene. It's going to hurt for a while, and that's okay. Don't feel like you aren't allowed to be upset over this or that your feelings are stupid. Eventually you'll feel better. //hugs

Hopefully he was nice about it. And I've known Pickle for a long time, he's still gonna be friends with you and it's not gonna be weird or awkward.

I know I will and yeah of course he was super nice about it, he's pickle. and that's one of the reasons I like him

And I know (cause I know about your guys' non official thing lmao ;^) )
And I'm not gonna lie, it does hurt. I obviously can't force him to like me though, as much as I want him to like me :c

I understand, but sometimes it's like that. And that's okay. Eventually you'll feel better and be able to move on. Just not right now.