im just gonna say
im sad right now

i was thinking about the time i cried while a random lady hugged me, i think she was a family member

and i cried so much the day after at school that my mom had to bring me home since i couldnt do my work

my parents saw how much i cried just by seeing this person, and she had not long to live, so if shes dead i feel like they didnt want to tell me because i wouldnt be able to function well for a long time

i hate this