I'm sorry. I'm bipolar and that affects how and what i draw. I get mood swings constantly and it takes a toll on me. I want to just hide ... I hate who i am... But in regards to my last post, Saito left due to depression. And he hates living with his family. So he had to get away. And that meant leaving Niko so she doesn't see him like this. How he really feels everyday all day. This is not official though, it's just how i felt like for the past couple days. #saikokun #vent