oMYGOSHGGGGYOUR BACK. I REMEMBER YOU

I´m searching for words to say, but I can´t seem to find the right ones. It was never you who hurt me, to begin with, okay? Familystuff (as always) and for some reason I projected it onto you. I regret that a lot.
It kinda hurts to say that, but that you left was actually helping me in the end. Yeah, I felt "betrayed" even though you owed me nothing, but actually that only helped me stand up and walk away from so much bullsh*t.
I´m still learning how to deal with everything, but now I got a lot of people by my side. Schoolfriends and a now healthy brother. (I don´t remember how much I talked about my family at all, but a lot of it wasn´t honest. Also something I regret.) I´ll possibly be meeting Denise ( @deathnoteshinigami) next month, she kinda became one of the most important people in my life.
I made so many mistakes, but I can´t regret colors. Just not possible. And I´m so glad that I´m not one of your mistakes, because you never were one of mine. Only my attitude towards you.*

*too many words, even though I said I couldn´t find any :"D Well, anyways... If you don´t mind, I´d like to get to know you again. I changed a lot (for the better) and, I guess, you did, too. We can keep it on colors, if you want, but I wouldn´t mind writing on other social media pages.
You never treated me wrong, I just didn´t know how to handle myself. There´s nothing to forgive, ´cause you only saved yourself. And made me save myself. Thank you, once again.
I´m always gonna see you as my big bro and I´ll be your little sis, I don´t care how much time passes between our conversations. (Although I really am glad I found your text so soon)
-Susan

I feel all warm and fuzzy inside :") I shouldn´t, but I can´t help it. It´s that feeling you get when you feel like you´ve done good and can´t wait to show somebody. I don´t know if it´s pride, though. It´s so childish, but I can´t help enjoying it :"D Sorry, I´m spamming

Haha, I know I´m overexcited and writing way too much, but I´m just gonna let you be for a while again. I feel myself getting attatched again, already, and we both know that ended rather unhealthy. I shouldn´t jump at you like an overexcited puppy :"D So I´m just gonna let the flu pass while painting stuff. How about a deal? 3ds only when I´m physically ill? That way I´ll keep my distance and you won´t have to worry about an emotional girl half way across Europe. :"D Sound good? -Susan

Great work man, keep up the great art! :)