#AskKisOCs

Q:
PokemonPandora:
Nate, whats your biggest secret?! ):3

A:
Nate:
"If I tell you may think that I am a cruel and heartless person. "
Grabing his arm.
"But I hated my grandmother and was relieved as she died."
He looked even more down as usually.
"Was I right? You think that I am a bad person right? "
Nate smiled bitter.
"Should I explain why? I should."
He grabs his arm tight it was visible hard for him to talk about it.
"I need to go a bit back to explain. My mother died short after she had giving birth to me.
Until I was three years old my father stayed at home caring at me.
But than he needed to work again. He let me by my grandmother as long he was at work.
To be correct the mother of my mother.
And she hated me. She was mad at me for beging born. "
His voice broke a bit as he told this. "She told me if I wasn't born my mother would be still alive and that my aperance is a punishment for killing her. "
He started to shiver and tears started to stream down his face.
"A-and I believed her. She said I am a ghost the ghost of a mistake my mother did by giving birth to me. " He wiped the tears out of his face but they keeped coming.
"She hit me. I never told my father. He had so much to do. He tried his best to make money so that we can live good.
Besides my grandmother was a help for him after all. "
He stopped crying.
"I was 10 as she died. And I was so relieved as that happened. I feel ashamed for it. "
He said nothing more about it.
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