I miss seeing you send pictures. ^.^ You are very good at drawing

Thank you! ^_^

hey i just really wanted to reach out to you and apologize
i know ur more than likely long past this and moving on but i feel like it should be said
the way things ended shouldnt have ended the way they did mainly our friendship it was pressured but even still im my own person i shouldnt let people control what i do no matter how much of a wuss i am when it comes to them and ik theyre gonna give me hell if they ever find this

hate is such a strong word and i dont feel that towards you even if--

ive said it
theres only one person i can hate and thats henry
i still care for you for some reason and its not you were bad neither of us are perfect im damn sure not

letting cas block you for me didnt feel right i couldve and shouldve talked to you about what i felt was wrong and didnt thats on my i apologize for that i apologize for not giving you the benefit of the doubt i apologize for letting myself give in to peer pressure
im proud of you ik that probably means nothing to you atp --

im glad youre trying to be a better person you are a better person and the bigger i really am proud

im sorry this is so out of the blue and random im sorry me saying sorry isnt enough

i js wanted to say this b4 whatever

@bloodbell

its fine trust me im ok with you calling me that itd feel weird for you not to
youre forgiven itd be stupid for me not to forgive you i want us both to move on im so greatful youre getting better i really am im glad i can relieve some weight off of your shoulders
i want you to know ur support has mattered even if it wasnt what i needed you tried thats all i care abt
if you ever need me dont be afraid to reach out to me whenever and if you ever want to advance as friends again just lmk i mean it

sorry i dont know what to say w/o it just being me venting i dont want to worry you

i hope you keep getting better i hope life will be easier on you as the days go by

@bloodbell

@bloodbell idm being friends at all we'd just have to be on the low about it ik id start getting questioned if ppl found out :broken_heart:

ALSO THATS SO COOL??? that'd be great if i wasnt so affected by sunlight sigh
touching bugs is so fun ur gonna fall in love with caterpillars if you ever find one theyre the silliest trust

@bloodbell ARE U OK WITH ME ADDING U ON DISCORD I JUST WANNA ASK FIRST :pray:

not tryna get bashed by you know who
ok i really am sorry
people dont enjoy your views its
the way you think it why people started getting upset they dont like the way you need even more evidence and **** if that makes sense
im not gonna bash you for that because i do the same on occasion
even if i dont completely agree with it
i understand that you were confused

i am deeply sorry im sorry for letting caspian into my account to speak to you im sorry for the fear caused truly youre still a kid

its not ok theres a problem on both sides i want to do right its why i try and stay neutral you dont deserve this constant barrage of problems you have enough going on
id gladly hear out your side
@bloodbell

so basically what i understand is people are upset because you like
werent satisfied w the proof you already had in which all you wanted to do is be sure of the problem? ok i fully ge that
people were and still are assuming youre taking rabies side which leads up to the harrassment

jesus

i cant and wont even be upset about that
im genuinely so sorry for the harrassment god

look youre entitled to your views and opinions but god keep them quiet until you can actually find a space to put them theres too many people who think otherwise and will go against you
if someones trying to convince u of something controversial just go with it and research deeper on your own time just to stay out of harms way just to keep yourself safe please theres too many ppl out here that hate you @bloodbell

theres just too many people who are on so many different technical levels

take your time please
also spencer does know about the innocent until proven guilty but he doesnt really fw that at all which is part of the reason, i assume, he blocked you

if you need i can show slow proof of things rabies has done bc a lot of things ppl try to find is always quick n ****
im also gonna change my disc pass just in case :pray:
@bloodbell