I'm not even enjoying drawing much anymore... I've set myself to a quality, that I NEED to match to feel alright...

I'm doing everything for ONE PERSON, just to SHOW THEM things I've done or come up with!

I'm sick of Colors, but I don't want to leave. My friends left because they got better tools, I CAN'T. I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO PEOPLE, MAKE FRIENDS, BUT NOBODY HERE SAYS ANYTHING TO ME.

I DON'T WANT FAME, I DON'T CARE ABOUT IT, AND I'M NOT W.HORING MYSELF OUT TO GET IT!

I just want a community...

I don't even know what I'm talking about...

I don't know when I'm gonna be back, but, if I don't feel good enough to draw anytime soon...

Ugh... I'm gonna be going silent for a bit,

I guess what I'm saying is... Nothing has happened, in a very long time...

Bell, thank you so much for being here. Man... We really have come far.

I want to be as excited as I was before... But... It's empty here...

All of my friends are... Too big. They don't message me.

I really want to RP for some reason... Ugh... I'm just remembering those good old days... I was excited, delving into the stories... That's when Cloverclan was a thing, may it rest in piece...

Now, there's nothing.

I'm not ready to move onto anything bigger... I CAN'T move onto anything bigger. So, here I am, still.

Welp... I'm gonna go listen to Pineapple Princess and just di e

yo. yo. yoyoyoyoyoyo.
maybe you should take a break from art or something, if it stresses you out. that's okay.
colors is a really quiet and bLuuhh community, nobody can really get noticed at all. nothing happens here anymore.
but maybe it is time to try something new? of course don't abandon the friends you've made on here, but like...
you like msparp right? all those friends you've made on their...ask em for their steam and play together sometime! or if they like drawing hit up a convo about that!
or, when you get a phone, start an instagram account! it's really easy to get noticed there and there's a lot of friendly art people there!
about setting a standard for yourself. you can have a standard but dont stress over it so much! if your art isn't meeting that standard its OKAY! it doesnt mean it's bad! i love all your art!
aaah.... that's all i really have to say but....im sorry you're feeling this way. feel better soon.

also, if you want to rp, this community is still alive with those, so just drop by the #rp tag! you might meet some more nice people and form an R P S Q U A D

I'm sorry man. I hope you feel better soon...

*pat pat*
sorry im not on here often. been wasting my life on tumblr, and its the last crunch for school.