check out the 3d on this bi.tch, too

ASHLEEEEEEY

im nakie in the tub rn. -submerges self, blowing bubbles-

dont leave me alone bro

i am clothed now. dirty pervert. and what, a movie is more interesting than one of your bestist friends?

-twiddles thumbs-

well ok.

shame on u

my hands smell like dirty towel but im too lazy to go wash them.

also hi hi hi finally

how is you

AND UR GONE OMF

well at least im alone with my thoughts.

about being alone.

and my lunch date with axel.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaah

i wanna rp but ehh. too lazy and my creativity is sh.it atm

also ive been ok. i got arrested and sucked 2 guys off. i also had a lunch date with a total sweetheart today. he says im pretty and cute and nice and we hugged a lot and he smelled like cologne and weed and cigarettes and aaaaaa i like himmm

plus like im out of touch with my characters, man. and ive been gone a while so your characters are slightly different now and asdfghjkl;

i mean i dont mind, im just rusty af

yesss only problem is im graduating in two days and hes a freshman.

i mean im 18 on the eleventh, and hes still 15.

blegh.

and okayyyy morgy hyde and andy together at lastt

i want an easy lovey dovey rp tho. just not in the mood for drama or anything. i ran out of my anti depressants 3 days ago so im all flighty and emotional

ash hes so cute too. and hes a skater. we snuck out one time with his friends and we went hot tubbing in our underwear while it was raining. he couldnt stop looking at mee <3

and oki. u can start if u want.

:>

um, its a warm summer evening. theyre camping by a river and some woods and mountains.

//no its ok

andrew gazes up at the sky, the fading sunlight casting its fiery fingers out in a desperate attempt to hold onto the day. he sighed, shifting on his sleeping bag as fireflies and stars began to flicker to life. oh how he missed her... 6 months had passed, and he hadn't heard a word from morgana or her sister.

//fu.ck lol just respond to mine and we'll go off that lmao

colors is being laggy for me :/

andrew sat up, looking around him at the swaying branches of the towering green pines. he hadnt had a vacation from his dead end job in almost a year. the quiet sound of water splashing over rocks soothed his broken soul, and as a breeze blew by, he shuddered slightly. 'better build a fire' he thinks.

gathering the wood he had chopped earlier, andrew began to set up the fire. his mousey brown hair, tangled and long, fell into his rough, serious face. soon a warm fire was crackling before him. he grunted and sat back down, grabbing a beer from his cooler and popping the cap. he finally felt relaxed, even if his heart was broken.

andrew, being completely oblivious, leaned back and watched the darkening sky. out here, he was alone, or so he thought. the stars above glimmered and shone bright, and a deep calm settled over him. something felt... different. it was as if... he blinked. 'nah, probably the beer...' he murmured, taking another sip of the cold beverage.

//lol idk man

he closed his eyes, his heart fluttering in his chest. 'definitely not the beer.' he thought, opening his green eyes and sitting back up. thats when he saw her. walking across the lake. his breath caught in his throat and a wave of emotions crashed upon him.

//it's porcelain i believe

"am i drunk or is that really you?!" he fumbled, standing up and gazing at her in disbelief. "why did you leave like that, morgana..? you tore me apart. and what the hell are you doing out here?"

i fell asleep oops :P

I've never seen a chat so weird dawg

like wat

I HAD SE.X AND I DIDNT USE PROTECTION AND IM KINDA SCARED CUZ IM BLEEDING KINDA BUT IM ON BIRTH CONTROL AND HE PULLED OUT BUT IM SCARED

we did it 3 times. in like 12 hours. my legs hurt.

and i sucked him off last night in front of the skatepark by the school. in my car. 30 feet away from his friends. dude... he just drives me crazyy ughh <3

but like apparently my bc is progesterone based to offset my extra testosterone levels so it's not ideal for preventing pregnancy. were using condoms from now on but im scared... it was reckless and hot and he was so sweet and rough at the same time...

but yeah. im supposed to start my period in seven days, so if im late or i dont start, ill take a pregnancy test...

ive already decided if i do get pregnant, that im gonna get an abortion because of that stuff. im too young, and even just going through pregnancy will be hard for school and a job. so like i would give the kid away but... idk maybe im heartless.

axel was really scared too. hes scared hed be a s.hitty father. i know ill be a bad mom. i just.. i dont want a kid.

like whats your opinion on this? am i stupid?

yeah i know... its just my life would be ruined and so would his... maybe when im older, but not now. and id feel bad giving the kid away, but i wouldnt be able to keep it either. idk, i mean i really don't think im pregnant... god im just scared..

i dont want him to get scared and leave me, too...

ashley im so scared...

:c axel may be coming over, hes worried about me

i was trying to sneak him in and my dogs started to bark... ugh i only got to hug him hello... :c i had to do some ninja sh.it, calm the dogs down, then run to my room and open the window to tell him to bail out.