Ah. The pure feeling of trying to make others believe you're okay. You pretend you're jovial but inside you're crippling in pain. No one really knows or understands you but somehow you still make them question your suspicious magnanimosity. And somehow you tell yourself it's them and that they rejected you when they have actually done nothing and you're just dying yourself down to the bitter core of melancholy.
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