R.I.P. FLIPNOTE HATENA by MyfaceUnglued
it's been... what? 3 years now? i miss it like you miss a old friend who was close and died. i went thru the greiving process went it shutdown. i think i've come over tho. i miss it i'm not hung up on it anymore. all those flipnotemen have grown up to become better artist and moved on to bigger and better things. FNH was like our mentor or the playground we played at but now we're growing up. it was a great start. i lived thru horrible times at school but that kept me alive. i'm surprised i-
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31 May, 2016, 1:33 am
-wasn't depressed in secondary 1. i had no friends and was a reject but i was happy because i had friends like Spartakatt on that service. even tho i am still friends with her, we dont hang out much anymore because-
31 May, 2016, 1:44 am
-i made terrible mistakes and well, i'm genrally not very smart so she probably hates me now. that's justified though because if i was her and i had a "friend" that did all the bad things i did, i wouldn't like them very much either. i miss her. sometimes when i'm feeling low, like right now, i think back to when hatena was around and how i would hang out there in chats, rp and animate flipnote about things that would be considered cringey today. i think back to how simplier times were (even though they weren't because not much has changed in the last 3 years).
when i look back on those times, i realise that hatena was a place where i let my creativity run free and where i encountered my first and only muse, Spartakatt. but its gone and nowadays i dont think i'll ever find such a place where i feel confortable enough to draw so freely. also i think i lost my muse. ever since we stoped hanging out my creativity has been lacking. i dont think i'll ever be able to replace somebody-
31 May, 2016, 1:48 am
as colorful as spartakatt. i miss her so much and i regret what i did.
...but dont tell them i said that.
i know its a stupid thing to hold back from somebody, especiallyinfo like that where it could make them feel better but she's gone now. she moved on, made new friends and probably doesnt think about me anymore. i guess im selfish because she was my muse and inspiration and i want my artistic drive back. but i dont know... jeez this was supposed to be about hatena and now im rambling about personal issues! i have to stop here, good bye.
31 May, 2016, 1:52 am
I do miss Hatena, and everyone has moved on. Hopefully you feel better.
31 May, 2016, 4:33 am
I feel ya, dawg, I made really bad stuff on Flipnote, too. And for the whole thing about that girl I won't name because she changes it so much I forget it, don't beat yourself up about it, everyone missteps in life, and nobody makes friends without unintentionally hurting one at some point. I for one hope she sees this eventually. I think it'd be good for everyone involved.