does anyone else get rly rly anxious about having to "blend in"? i always feel like i cant talk abt my self esteem/anxiety issues that stem from being gay, i can barely say it out loud and even typing it is hard, im always scared of "shoving it in ppls faces" or being the Angry Offended Lez so i just bite my tongue if smth my friends say is out of line n if im down abt it i just insist im ok bc i feel so weird bringing it up and im scared of being "the girl who never shuts up abt it" so idk.....