ahaha
ive clearly overstayed my welcome here
ive probably annoyed most of you and gotten lots of you to hate me
and i dont blame ya
haha

not to mention im just tired and upset bc i thought i finally explained myself well but i was wrong again

and being told to 'deal w/ it' by multiple ppl and hearing really awful things from others over tjis all just kinda became the last straw for me and yeq
and it wasnt even something personal this time. it was something others struggle w/ too, and...yyea...