Egh by CharaDreemurr
I miss everyone
I really do
I miss talking about crazy things and freaking out over stupid subjects
And I sometimes get interaction with my old friends, but it just doesn't feel the same.
It's like being aquaintances.
And that really upsets me.
The most I even talk to them anymore is just a few stupid sentences and that's it. What's the point anymore.
And now everyone i was once close with is either upset or hates me. And I wish I could just apologize or say something (cont)
#vent
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13 Apr, 2016, 9:34 pm
But I can't
Because I'm always so cowardly because so many things have gone wrong before when I said something. And now it's too late.
I wish it was back in early 2015. At least back then, everyone was happier and I was too stupid to worry about every little thing.
Back then, I wasn't such a coward
Back then, I was actually nice to talk to without causing a fu.cking scene
But I guess there's no point in complaining, either. It's just my stupid thoughts anyways. I can't really do anything to make things better.
13 Apr, 2016, 9:35 pm
Oh wow I finally vented about this
Some actual damn progress
13 Apr, 2016, 9:38 pm
Hey, if ya want to talk, I'm here
13 Apr, 2016, 9:47 pm
hey!! look, u probably dont want to talk to me of all ppl lmao, im garbage, but my pal if u need a friend, i will happily be that person. if u miss stupid conversation or something, i can be that person, just ask. i love talking lol
dude, or pal if thats better for u, like i said, u probably dont want to talk or anything, but i will step right up if you need someone. i'll probably never equal to ur old friends, maybe u wont end up liking me, but hell if im not gonna try to help you.
13 Apr, 2016, 11:37 pm
Well, if I knew what to do to help you, I would.
The only thing I can say is that you shouldn't stop yourself from talking to people because of what happened in the past. You'll find a way out of this only by looking forward.