not a vent, just a view into how i function and think as a person. here we go...
When you grow up loving life and others, with a great family, friends, and ambitions, you feel like your life is great! But you hate it so much because of humanity and the things they do, it discusts you so much you can't help but distrust anyone and everyone and wish you could harm them, but then realize it won't make a difference so you try to hide your hate and discust while being there for ppl you truely love.