that it was normal and okay and I shouldn't feel ashamed, but I feel so horrible.....I don't let it shape my personality and I do write a variety of different things. But now I feel so horrible and disgusting and wrong.....I'm sensitive, okay? But still....I never wanted to seem this way to you guys......I'm so, so sorry that I've (If I have) creeped you out, any of you. I'm not like that at all.....In real life, I'm actually very, very reserved about se.xual relationships....like, terrified. I know, I probably sound super pathetic and I'm sorry for whining. You know, when my dad found out, I was so embarrassed and ashamed that I was crying. And, being the amazing dad he is, hugged me and told me that it's completely normal to feel that way and thinking that it's horrible and wrong and filthy is unnatural. But...after finding this out (This person will remain nameless because I don't want any more drama than I already have) I felt crushed... (Cont.)

its completely normal i do it to

dude i dont think that! i love it!

It's normal to feel the things you feel. But in all honesty I'm very similer. I'm very critical of people touching me at all, yet I write like hound dog sometimes and draw over... 'attractive' characters.
It doesn't mean you're a deliquent or filthy. Please, there are people out ruining their lives sleeping around and seeking human contact with users. The way you're exploring yourself is safe and normal.
Don't let people bring you down Ivy. And please don't change. We love you here just as you are and we don't think less of you.
And you've shown you're more than your suggestive images. You post beautiful platonic pieces too.
*huggies tightly*

Its not perverted Ivy! Its perfectly okay!?

You should see my personal private gallery