tomorrow makes it 1 year since Dad left us.
I'm still in denial about it. Nothing is really helping. I keep finding notes around the house that Mom wrote for him and those don't help. I had an insane breakdown last week while talking with a close cousin of mine. She made me talk and everything came out that I've only ever told to 1 person before. Since that happened, most nights during 2AM-6AM while i'm alone in my room, I keep getting that reaccuring feeling of someone standing behind me. #vent