so i understand you guys are trying to support me, which i do appreciate. But I don't take praise in too easily. Because i was abused, i kinda get upset when people praise me. I dunno if it's a coping mechanism for me or what, lets face it i have very low self esteem. I'm trying to get better, im trying to heal from all the trauma. a lot of famous artists kinda hide the fact that they're hurt, im just trying to heal. Im tired of nightmares. #recovery #praise #sorry