I'm sorry...
I have no real reason to be upset or sad, and I know I'm not depressed... JUst these last few days have been... weird? strange? off? I don't know how to describe them...

I've had a bit of Art Block recently, only with Colors, though... I guess I've been more irritable becasue people have been getting on my nerves easier and I feel more violent than normal. I've been doing bad in school and don't really put in effort, so my parents aren't exactly pleased with my performance... And... my friends... A few of them were talking bad about one of my friends, but I didn't talk back about it... And one of them thinks another doesn't like her and I don't know how to help her out because I have had the same problem for a while now but with all of my friends... Also... I kind of feel like I'm changing for them. Not a huge change, but slowly... I told myself I would try to never change myself for anyone, that I'd stay myself no matter what... But is a little change all that bad...?

...Gah... I've been thinking too much... It always ends up doing this to me, but I don't know how to stop thinking so it just keeps hurting me... I... I'm sorry for complaining... but I don't think I'd be able to tell my irl friends how I feel...
-Greenookie

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