Also sorry about all my mindless ranting lmao
I think its a 'warning sign' of something when I endleesly talk like this but I can't think what rn

But yeah, you guys might be seeinh a lot of random nonsense spewing from me, feel free to ignore and move on lmao

I have art trades to do but I'm drawing little monsyer things instead because -negative thought-
like I really shoulddo those trades

its a better use of my time
noone ever asked me to drawthese stupid things in the first place so idk why I do them its just stupid

Also I'll sensor out my negatative thoughts about myself as much as I can because I realise sharing them is manipulativve and attention seeking and I don't want people to oppose them simply because people seem to think that saying that I'm not useless is gonna stop my brain from screaming it at me all the time

and now time for dysphoria that has just happened for no reason wttf

I realise the more I ta.k im beginning to unravel a bit

also I'm starting to dissociate reaslyy bad so appolohues fore speelling lmaso

*signs a song about dysphoria to the tune of Euphoria, that song that wwon eurovison a few years aho, god I love eurovison its ony lile 3 motnhs away omh I loveIt so much*

Lmao I apologis for endlees nonsense on the other piv and then what do I go and do here???? endless nonsense

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dude.

cool.

The comment coynts has gone all crazy juzt likr me eh????????????

Plz i need stopping tbh

my thoughts are getting wosre so I think i'm gonna leave it here

noone needs to hear the things I say to myself when I get like tjis and as much as this was helpful for a whole I'm not gonna risk one of these thoughts, or should Insay Moths lmao, getting out amd causr people to worry more than they should/already do

Moth kinda reminds me of something out of Kingdom Hearts. Also, I'm sorry your not feeling so good right now. Hope you feel better.