could get without spening all my money -3-

Oops..I told my feelings again...-hides- I guess I'm not a real man.....

This looks good!!
Also please don't worry about showing your feelings, in fact I think it makes you stronger to be willing to admit when you're having troubles instead of keeping it in.

^i agree with this person, we're all human, we all have feelings, so it's ok to express them, holding them in will only make things worse, so u gotta release them *hugs*

re: im srry for our lack of contact too i hope we'll be able to talk more *hugs* and yes i'm 17 and i have a boyfriend now (yippee!) he's awesome! if u have a sweetheart, good for u! ^w^ but if u dont have a sweetheart, don't try to rush into it, u just have to let it happen, for example, i wasn't expecting a relationship before college, so i wasn't worrying about it, but i got to know him fell in love and we just started dating, it just happened (it took a while, but still) i just let love take its time with binding me with someone and i know its true love, if u rush into it too fast, there's a good chance it won't work out in the long run >uO

also, ur parents won't let u? that's unfortunate :c maybe they wuld let u get it checked out if they knew how serious it was, maybe u can look up a shocking statstic that shows how serious shortness of breathe is, then maybe realize that u need professional help after reading a shocking fact c: hopefully everything turns out ok! ^w^

we've watched each other grown so much, i mean, im about to be an adult, and we're both being challenged by these new unfamiliar responsibilities, i remember when u were a 1O year old child full of pure innocence and a desire for playing games, now ur growing into a fine young man [who's 14?] with a mature, strong and brave heart who's gonna be a manga writer, a great artist and a responsible soul (and still play games maybe) ^.^

and me, i used to be a little innocent girl who didn't know how to stand-up for myself or say the word "no", now i'm a bold, independent woman with a lot of potential who's able to say "no" to what makes me uncomfortable ^.^

(i'm also writing a book because i plan to go to college to be a writer [it's about Blewy] and it's nowhere near done, but i already have one hundred and fifteen pages, i think it's coming along well c:)

I agree with above comments.
Nothing wrong with showing your emotions! Also sorry to hear you and superstar can't communicate as much, she's an awesome person, just like you!
Hugs to all!
Love this pic!