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THIS LOOKS SO GOOD FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

re: it's not like I'm 'deciding' to trash it, I'm not talking about that at all. What I'm saying is that my characters feel very real and alive to me. Now, suddenly, more than half of them feel gone. missing. dead. It runs tremendously deeper than DTUS.

DTUS and the characters (especially Sirisaii) weren't even ever really a story to me as much as part of my identity. It feels like, within this new year at some point, something happened and that part of my identity got "deleted". It's not just my characters, I feel like parts of my personality got "deleted", too. I don't even know what happened or caused it. I talked to my therapist about it, and she just kept telling me about what a "new opportunity!!" this creates. But, no, she doesn't get it, and I don't really expect you (or anybody) to get it, either. How do you mess up so bad that spontaneously part of your identity just goes missing?? (and a part that includes your characters and your will/ability to draw them, too.) I don't understand it. I've never heard of anything like this before.

I just feel really empty. These characters are a part of who I am. Suddenly Sirisaii and a few other aspects of my identity (so no, it's not just the characters, there are other parts of myself that feel "gone" too) just got ripped out, or something. It's totally fucked my sense of self.

Also, this worries me because I was kind of relying on art/stories to carry me through life, and now...? I don't know. I hope this is temporary.

Aww! Thisis so adorbs! I love the pastels and the colorful night sky! And teapots ohmygrrr! <3
And She's A Cutie Patootie!

woow this is really cute! i love the background and the palete of colors, excellent work ! saludos amiga, que tengas un buen dia ;)